𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐵𝑒 𝑀𝑦 𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑

Chapter 35

"Phu......" Perth called

"Let's go Perth....It's already la....." Phuwin was about to say something but Perth stopped

"You can tell me at least....I know that I like you that's why maybe you don’t want to tell but.....Phu my friendship is  before my love...and I want to be a good friend of you with whom you can share everything that bothers you or hurts you"  Perth just kept telling these things while looking at Phuwin and Phuwin was just looking  at the sky

"What do you want to know about Perth?" after a while Phuwin asked Perth

"Maybe that thing you never tell anyone" Perth said still looking at Phuwin

"No" Phuwin said without hesitant looking at Perth

"Huh!" Perth said with a confused face

"You asked if I love Joong or not so I said no....I don’t love him I never loved him but if you ask did I love someone or not then I'll say yes....I did....the person I loved was that person I used to talk to in email" Phuwin said with a painful smile

Perth didn’t say anything he just kept looking at him and listening to him

"But....I never met him....the person I dreamed Joong is not that person....he's....he's someone else I don’t know" Phuwin said with a bitter smile

"After 15 years of talking to eachother almost everyday......the person can’t recognize whom he talked to for these years......I can't love him....maybe I loved someone who didn’t even exist" Phuwin said with a chuckle and looked at Perth

And while listening to those conversations between Perth and Phuwin......Joong got motionless for a while....he couldn’t believe his ears....he was just looking at Phuwin with a disbelief face and a ton of tears was falling down from his cheeks continuously....he could't take that anymore and with that he just silently went to his room.....shut the door and cry for a long time

After a while Perth and Phuwin also came downstairs and as it was late at night so Perth and Chimon said bye to them and left the house

Phuwin pov

As Perth and Chimon left I went to my room and took a shower....after looking at my phone I saw it was 12:30am so I decided to read a book.....after a while I heard someone was knocking on my door as it was already midnight I looked at my phone and saw it was 2:15am....so I quickly ran towards the door and opened it as I thought if something happened or not

Author pov

As Phuwin opened the door he saw Joong....and before he could say something Joong pushed him a little and then he entered and locked the door

"Hey....what......" before Phuwin could finish Joong held his wrist so tightly

"Ah....Jo..on..g It's...hur...ting....." Phuwin said trying to release himself from Joong

"WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME HUHH!......AM I A TOY TO YOU PHUWIN TAYNSHAKYUEN???? " Joong shouted at Phu and while crying he asked

"Wh....at....Hey...what are...you....sayi...ng?" asked Phuwin while still struggling to release himself

"YOU THINK I DON’T HAVE HEART!" Joong was still shouting and held Phuwin's hand more tightly

"Leave me....Joong.....what are you bubbling huh! LEAVE joong It's hurt" Phuwin said while looking at Joong who was just looking at Phuwin with painful eyes

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME......ANSWER ME...YOU THOUGHT I'LL NEVER KNOW ABOUT IT HUHHH....YOU AND DUNK......BOTH OF YOU ARE.....CHEATER!!" Joong said with frustration and because of his loud shout Phuwin got flinched

"Wha....at are.....y..." Phuwin about to say but Joong again stopped

"Why did you lie to me Phuwin......why didn’t you tell me that you were the person who talked to me in email huhhhh!" Joong Said while crying and Phuwin learned that somehow Joong figured out about the truth

"WHY PHUWIN??" Joong again shouted at Phuwin

"LIKE YOU CARED?" Phuwin also shouted back and said

"What are you talking about huhh.....I care that's why I'm suffering like this"

"Joong....I'm sorry I wanted to...." looking at Joong crying Phuwin about to say but Joong again shouted

"SORRY.....FOR WHAT HUH....YOU CHEATED ON ME....YOU'RE A CHEATER.....YOU LIED TO ME....DUNK NEVER TALKED TO ME.....WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?? " Joong asked while holding Phuwin's arm forcefully

"SHUT UP JOONG......LEAVE ME....YOU HURTED ME ENOUGH " Phuwin shouted while crying and hearing him Joong suddenly stopped and released him

"I....hu..rted y...uo....." said Joong with shutter voice

"YES.... YOU DON’T HAVE ANY RIGHT TO ASK ME LIKE THIS JOONG.....YOU NEVER CARED WHO WAS IN EMAIL...ALL YOU KNEW YOU HAVE TO IMPRESS DUNK" Phuwin crying and shouted

"Of Course I wanted to impress Dunk because I thought Dunk was the person who talked to me!!" Joong said while crying

"CHAI....IN TWO DAYS YOU FIGURED OUT THAT DUNK DOESN'T READ BOOK....HIS CHOICE WAS NEVER MATCHED WITH THE PERSONS YOU KNEW....STILL YOU TRIED TO FLIRT WITH HIM...YOU NEVER ASKED JOONG.....YOU NEVER SUSPECTED...THEN WHY ARE YOU FRUSTRATING NOW HUHHH!" Phuwin shouted while crying but chuckling

"Okay...I admit that I never asked or suspected but It's basically cheating.....you didn’t tell me because I couldn’t recognize you.....but why did Dunk hide it from me huh!" Hearing Phuwin... Joong asked with a little calm voice 

Phuwin didn’t say anything just looking at Joong and kept crying

"Answer me Phuwin.....I can't take it anymore.....WHY DID YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART?" Joong crying and again shouted

"Uaaa.....I played with your heart....just do whatever you want to do with me....but listen to me carefully IF YOU ARE TRYING TO HURT DUNK I'LL NEVER  SPARER YOU!" Phuwin said while crying

Hearing Phuwin's word Joong didn’t say anything just looked at Phuwin for a while then left the room while crying

Joong pov

Hearing him I couldn’t answer.....what did he mean by his last word huh...he wanted me to act with Dunk like nothing happened.....actually I wanted to ask him many things...wanted to shout at him...yelled at him but when I saw him crying in front of me I felt so weak...now I'm understanding why I couldn’t answer Dunk when he confessed to me because I never loved him....yeah...a while ago I thought I might caught feeling for Phuwin but no It's not now....I always loved Phuwin....it was always Phuwin  that's why the things Est said to me always happened whenever I was with Phuwin

I cried....cried for almost all night....why my love life is so complicated huh....why can't I get the person peacefully I love....after learning that I love Phuwin not Dunk I realized that actually I was wrong....Phuwin was right....how couldn’t I recognize him....so many hints were in front of my eyes......Phuwin's hobby.....the way he talks....his playing piano....but I'm so stupid that never tried to notice those things....but why Dunk hide it from me?.....That's because he already fell for me!

But I don’t think so I'll able to continue this with Dunk after knowing the truth and also I'm now clear with my feelings