You think I will bow?! NEVER! (Omega Deku)(Villain Rehab)

He knows...

Even after getting home, I was still thinking about everything. I didn't know how I should tell this to Dabi, I mean Shigaraki came to get me but what about him? Was he there for him as well or would they have abandoned Dabi. NO, I knew that he would have come and gotten Dabi out of there too but then again, how high were the chances that Dabi would have agreed? If it were me instead of him in his position, I would have agreed. I mean he didn't wanted to stay at home but he was missing them and I could only guess how much he was split in half over this.

I was even surprised to see him waiting for me in my very own room. He seemed to be thinking quite deep. I guess he was also asked to get back home but he was here instead of being gone which meant that he wanted to be here.

Dabi: Hey,....

Me: Hey......

Of course I entered my room and closed the door before sitting right next to him. There was this heavy silence between us. I knew what this was all about but none of us wanted to started to talk. Why should we? This silence was telling us everything we had to know.

Me: He came too huh....

Dabi: Yeah....

This deadliness was killing me which made me start talking first. I couldn't stand this silence at all. We were supposed to be as close as brothers after all. He and I knew each other quite well and heck, I would die for him. Of course I knew he would too after getting into this mess with me because of one miscalculation from my side.

Dabi: and?

Me: I declined.....

Dabi: Why?

Me: I.... I honestly don't know.... I think I am being selfish here.

Dabi: Good cause if you had accepted, I would have kicked your ass.

Me: Huh? Wait, you are staying too huh.

Dabi: Obviously.

Me: Shoto?

Dabi: More than him.....

Me: Your whole family?

Dabi: They have changed....

Me: And do they know?

Dabi: They do... for sure.... they are just waiting for me, I guess.

Me: So you found your place?

Dabi: Yeah.... but what about you?

Me: You know I don't have a family to go back too. 

Dabi: My family is yours so no need to think about it any different.

Me: I know but it's complicated.

Dabi: Your mate huh...

Me: Yeah... I don't know what I should think about this....

Dabi: What does your gut feeling tell you?

Me: That we could be a good match but I don't know him.

Dabi: Then what's the problem?

Me: I... I don't know... it just ... it's weird.... I don't even know him and -

Dabi: You are overthinking this. 

Me: Am I?

Dabi: Yeah.... I guess it is because you are a rough one that you are not feeling the bond as much as the others.

Me: I guess....

Dabi: Do you wanna talk? I don't wanna be rude or make you mad... claws and teeth do hurt quite a bit after all.

Me: Pfff-hahahahahaha I wouldn't attack you tho.

Dabi: Are you sure?

Me: Alright, I would.

Dabi: That's my little bro I know. So how about it?

Me: ..... hmmm..... do you think it will help me to talk about it?

Dabi: I don't know man but they say talking does help... so how about giving it a try.

Me: Alright....where do we start then?

We looked at each other for the first time after sitting right next to each other and started laughing. This was not how we deal with things normally but it couldn't be helped for sure. This was something I didn't know how to handle and he wouldn't know as well since he didn't find his mate yet but he would know how it feels like since he was an alpha too.

Dabi: Is he decent or does he need a beating?

Me: He saw me talking to Shiggy and didn't tell anyone about it nor did he question me after having the time to do it. He just let me do what I wanted. He wouldn't have even stopped me from escaping. 

Dabi: That says a lot.

Me: You think?

Dabi: Dude, the feeling of loosing someone after finding him could make him lose himself and he even went so far to prioritise your opinion and your choise. I am wouldn't have done that... don't get me wrong but I wouldn't have been as strong to do it. 

Me: Is it that big of a deal?

Dabi: Yes. It is a feeling as if there is a piece of you that is missing. A broken heart would describe it but also not. I mean it feels like there is a gushing whole in your chest, just this deep deep darkness and it is swallowing you up until you go insane.

Me: How do you know?

Dabi: I knew someone..... before I got to the LOV.

Me: What happned to him or them?

Dabi: They made up thankfully but let me tell you after seeing an alpha getting so devasted and started even starving himself... losing his life bit by bit and then his sanity... it's not pretty.

Me: ...... so I made the right choice?

Dabi: For him yes.... but for you... I don't know, I won't tell you what to do. You are your own person but I want you to remember how much we alphas are hanging on our fated mates.

Me: Thanks Dabs... I totally needed that reality check....I totally forgot about this.

Dabi: Don't worry about it. No matter how you decide, I'll be with you till the end. 

With that he ruffled my hair and then left my room. Now that I was all alone, I decided to turn into a tiger and then start playing a bit with this huge ball in the room before being on the ground just enjoying my life. He was right with how alphas felt and I didn't even take his feeling into consideration. Perhapse, it was time to actually let this guy come closer to me and test the waters out. I could still kill him if he was a complete lunatic... but maybe he was a sweet guy... maybe he was a guy I really needed... who knows.