One shots || Jake Webber x Johnnie || Smut and stuff

I love you -angst

SORRY 4 NOT POSTING

Tw! Arguing, drug use or whatever else is added

(Jake's pov)

Johnnie had been so off lately. I try to help him but he's always like he's trying to push me away. I feel like it's all because I told him one day that I loved him before I left to go out...

I walk out into the kitchen as I see Johnnie making some tea. I walk up to him as I tap he's shoulder. He looks over as he goes quite. "Hey can we talk?" I say quietly as I continue to look at him. I notice he's facial expression changes to more of a sad one.

"Um...sure" he says quietly as he looks at his tea. He stirs it as the spoon makes a slight clink sound against the white mug. I continue to looks at he's sad blue eyes as I go quite with him.

"Did I do...um something? I feel like you're trying to ignore me lately..." I say quietly to him as his eyes start to tear up. "You did nothing...but did you mean it when you said you love me?" Johnnie says with a slight shake in his deep, yet soft voice.

"Well...I mean maybe" I say quietly as he looks over at me. "It's not true...tell me I've been lied too." He says as his tears start to fall down he's pale face. I look at him as I try to wipe his tears off his face. He grabs my hand softly as he continues to look up at me. "Say you where tryna make me laugh"

Johnnie says as he starts to cry a bit. "I didn't mean to say I love you..." I say as tears start to fall down my face. Johnnie takes his cup of tea and walks off to his room. I continue to stare at where he was as I realize I may have messed up.

(Time skip bcuz I'm actually so lazy and depressed)

It's around 7pm and I haven't heard Johnnie all day. I had asked Carrington if he knew where Johnnie is, since he isn't in his room, and he said that he might've went to a nearby park.

I get into my car as I light a cigarette. I take a few puffs (puffs is such a nice word...idk why) and drive off to the nearest park. I look around as I see Johnnie on a bench starting at the ducks sleeping in the slow water.

I walk over to him slowly and quietly as I sit down next to him. I grab my cigarettes and lighter out my pocket as I light one. Johnnie looks over at me as he has tears in he's eyes. I move closer to him as I look at the ducks he was just looking at. I take a few puffs at the cigarette as I hand it to him.

(REESE PUFFS...idk if I spelled that right)

He rests his head against my shoulder as I put my arm around him. We pass the cigarette to eachother every minute as I look at him.

(Johnnie pov)

I'm still looking at Jake as he looks at me. We both have been quiet this whole interaction. He pulls me closer to him as we both look at the moons glowy reflection on the dark blue water.

I'm in his arms at central park

Everything is quite besides the bugs around us and our breathing. I love you is what I wanted to say but I couldn't...only for us

Woops sorry this was short😜 and sorry I haven't been posting...I've literally been doing YouTube for a while and been more focused on that. But luckily I'm going homeschooled and I'll most likely post more, also it's summer 4 me!!! Yeah anyway I'm 35 days clean!!!<333