"I'll stay forever"

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Summary: in ep6 when they go to heaven vaggie recognises Adam and lute and is scared that they will end them to the point of regressing from being that scared and overwhelmed (i love little vaggie sm)
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She was back there again...

The last time she was here was three years ago, ready to go down and kill demons for extermination day. She felt a shivver down their spine. She didn't feel safe. Lute and Adam could be here and they could end them, or expose their secret to Charlie or worse they could hurt Charlie. No no no! Don't think about the negative part to it just keep yourself out of as many people's sight as you can.

No no no, is that no it can't be no no I have to hide from them they could they could. She was spiralling but she was way too scared to do anything she couldn't even speak. When they walked past Adam and lute she tried hiding her head to keep them from recognising them.

"Holy fucking shit balls is that who I think it is"

She heard a cocky arrogant (idk what those words mean lol) say it, Adam. Did he recognise them!? No no no and who is he talking to, lute? Shit no no no no! She needs to get out she has to hide before before they find them!

She couldn't do anything it was like she was paralysed in fear, she just froze still she couldn't move no matter how desperately she wanted to run away.

"Vaggie?"

Charlie turned around.

"Come on vaggie we need to follow E-"

Charlie saw the pure look of dread and fear on her stoic girlfriend's face what's happened?

"Vags are you o-"

Before she could even finish the senatance vaggie quickly darted away the paralysed fear leaving their body. The single eye pricking with tears not wanting them to flow then she'd really regress. No no no! It needs to be pushed down now is not the time to regress. She needs to be big to show she isn't scared of Adam and lute and that she isn't gonna ruin this opportunity for Charlie.

Their breathing kept on being shorter and more and more heavy (I think you say that). She needed some sort of comfort and to stop being a loud crying mess she started to suck their thumb. Now the regression was really gonna happen.

"Vaggie? Vaggie sweetie it's ok it's only me"

Charlie chased after vaggie, she knew that the girl had regressed because big vaggie would never do something like that. She heard a small whimper then it was quickly silenced.

"Vaggie come on baby it's only me no one else"

Vaggie slowly moved closer to Charlie.

"How old are you baby, show me on your fingers if you don't wanna talk"

Vaggie thought for a moment before raising up 2 fingers. Alright that's fine she's been this small and smaller before.

"Aww you feeling very little aren't you baby"

Vaggie gave a hum of approval before edging closer to Charlie, leaning their head on Charlie's shoulder, just wanting to be close to their caregiver and girlfriend.

"What if we go back to the hotel room and just chill out there until your big again, I can just tell them something happened so the meeting will be later ok baby?"

"Mkay"

"Ok hold my hand while we get up and go to the hotel in heaven, and I did bring some little items just in case you'd regress"

Charlie booped vaggies nose while saying that which earned her a giggle from the regressed girl. One thing that vaggie always admired about Charlie; big or small she always knew the best ways to make vaggie smile.

- - - - - - back at the hotel in heaven - - - - - -

"Ok baby you stay here I'm gonna find your little things"

"Oki mama"

After Charlie found vaggies regression stuff she got vaggie in a cute little onesie and popped in vaggies paci that was different purples and used a lavender clip.

They spent a lot of time playing loads of fun things and even did some hand claps together. Later Charlie put some cartoons on for vaggie, bluey to be exact, because Charlie had to tell them to phostpone the meeting because of an unexpected situation which heaven thankfully understood.

Two hours later

"Char I don't think I'm regressed anymore"

"Alright, let's just clean up and then I also have something to ask you"

"Alright"

After they cleaned up

"Vaggie I know you, and I knew things were off ever since the meeting with heaven was sorted out by my dad. First I just thought I was being silly but now I see that there is something bothering you which I think is to do with heaven can you please tell me what's going on, you don't have to but I'd like to know. No preasure to tell me or anything though!"

Vaggie took a deep breath held it then let it out.

"So I've been meaning to tell you this for a while, I just never really knew how and I was always scared of what would happen when I told you. But now I know that I have to tell with you, after all you deserve to know. So umm the reason I got so scared coming back up to heaven was because I used to be in heaven"

A gasp came out from Charlie, she thought her dad was the only fallen angel!

"I know it's crazy and you might not believe me, now it's the part I'm most ashamed of, I used to participate in the very thing we are trying so hard to stop"

Another gasp

"You were a... exorsist"

"I know it sounds really bad but I never enjoyed it, I did it because I had too, it wasn't a good place to be in but I'm glad I did or else I wouldn't of met you. And if you want I'll tell you how I fell and everything I'll tell you anything that you need to know and I bet you probobly don't wanna ever see me again and will probobly break up with me and everything bu-"

"Vaggie, I love you for you, and this proves redemption works I mean look at you, your better than what you were in heaven right"

Vaggie nodded but very hesitantly.

"But if you wouldn't mind would you tell me how you fell?"

"Sure. So I failed in my duty to kill someone, I chased a person I thought they were an adult I usually stay clear of children but when I cornered him, I saw he was just a kid. So I let him go" vaggie paused taking I deep breath and touching her eyepatch. "The second in command lute saw and she, she stabbed my eye out and ripped my wings off"

Vaggie was trying so hard not to cry again and to remnain stoic but it didn't work and she just hid her face and cried into Charlie's shoulder. Charlie just rubbed their back and laid down with vaggie, just staying there with them for as long as they needed until they were ready to go to the meeting or maybe if she didn't want to, she wouldn't have to go.

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So that's it all finished sorry it took so long to get out! Will start working on requests soon!!!
Word count: 1245

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