You and I

Nine

Lewis

"Yeah thank you James for informing me, we're arriving in Nice soon I'll be there" Toto hanged up and he sighed

"What happened?!" Susie asked

Something happened with Valerie I am sure, he asked where they have her and if she'll be fine

"Valerie took drugs and I don't know where the hell she found them but with the alcohol she got poisoned as a result to choke on her vomit" Toto sighed

Fucking hell, the woman I love most is now in the hospital fighting for her life

"I will come with you" I announced "I have to be there with her"

"Thank you Lewis it means a lot" Toto tried to smile at me "Susie call Jack's babysitter to tell her look him while we'll be in the hospital, I'll call two cars one for us and one to pick the babysitter and leave for our apartment in Monaco, Valerie is in Nice"

Susie gave the sleepy Jack to Toto to call the babysitter while I was trying to figure what happened, Valerie won a title and now she could lose it, I am sure that she'll be fine because she's strong

She would never do anything that could affect her career and especially her dad

We arrived in Nice and we all walked immediately in the car, our luggages got in the car and we left for the hospital

I was thinking in which situation we would find her, with the CPAP and the IV in her hand, I can't imagine her like that

We arrived at the hospital and we immediately walked to find James, her mother was with her in Madrid, maybe she already left for Mexico?

"How is she?" Toto asked James

"Her condition is critical as there was a large amount of drugs in her blood but luckily stable" James replied "She wasn't opening the door of her apartment so I got in with my keys to find her laying the bed and having white colour"

"What happened and she did that to herself?" Susie asked

"Maybe you know" Toto looked at me

"I just texted her congratulations and of course she didn't answer! I would never let her hurt herself Toto you know how much I love your daughter!" I said madly

"I just asked" Toto rolled his eyes "Did you call Griselda?"

"Yeah she'll take the next flight from Mexico, it was shocking and for her" James answered "The doctor said that we have to wait and she'll let us know if Valerie is doing better"

"Amazing" Toto sighed and sat on the chair

I feel so guilty, maybe because I was pressured her with my texts and all of this stuff, I also sent her flowers on her apartment

I didn't have to be so rude at her now she's like that and I can't do anything, she needs space and as soon as she'll be out of ICU I'll leave

She does not deserve or wants me in her life anymore and as much as I am here I only hurt her heart