You and I

Twelve

The only reason I go in Imola is because I want to watch Lewis and ask him what was he saying to me back in the hospital when I woke up

I know a lot of things and also I know that we burn love each other and we definitely need to stop being so mean to each other

On Friday noon I arrived on the track with James, the weather it's not hot but also not cold so it was perfect for flared jeans and a cute top from Tommy Hilfiger that suits amazing with my Tommy Hilfiger sunglasses

Hopefully I will see Lewis and we'll talk to each other, I can't be like that with him, I know that I love him

I walked in the Hospitality where I hope find Lewis or someone that knows where the fuck he is

I heard steps coming from the corner and I turned to watch someone that I missed!

"Roscoe!" I knelt to pet him and he immediately turned side to pet his belly "I missed you so much buddy!"

I love this dog so much and I am sure that he loves me as well, I will always remember the days I spent with Roscoe when Lewis was away and I was taking care of this little friend

"Where is your dad?" I stood up and I watched Lewis standing in front of me

I turned to look behind and James had left, okay he talked probably with my dad to leave Lewis and myself alone

"You okay?" Lewis asked smiling

"Yes thank you so much" I nodded "It wasn't your fault, I just thought that you didn't want me and you were doing this to make me feel good because you are a good person and I love you Lewis and I wanted the best for you"

"I want the best for you and after a conversation I had with the team psychologist I thought that it wasn't my fault but it was your decision that it was obviously wrong" Lewis grabbed my hands "I also love you very much Valerie and yes I want us try again"

"You really want?" I had tears on my eyes but I was deeply smiling and I sad so happy

"You are the woman of my life, Valerie and we were building our future together! We both want kids and have a family and if you want we can continue from where we ended" Lewis smiled at me

"That means that?" I asked laughing

"You'll move with me in Monaco, London and New York" Lewis said laughing "If you want that"

"I mean I said yes a few years ago so it's still a big yes" I nodded smiling "I love you"

Lewis pressed his lips on mine and I finally felt so fucking good, I looked at him

"I love you Valerie" Lewis winked at me "Ready for the next adventure?"

"I am and I hope you are ready for hearing my dad's anger because the FP1 has started and you need to ran in your garage" I giggled

"Good" Lewis kissed me "Take care of Roscoe"

Lewis started running on his garage and I stayed there with Roscoe, I decided walk in the cafeteria where we watch the Grand Prix, James was there

"You can't live with each other we all know that" He winked at me "Hello Roscoe"

I laughed softly and I sat on the chair, Roscoe leaned on my legs staying like that, I can't even believe that I am back with Lewis!