You and I

Seven

Valerie

Back in Madrid I played for the semi final with the 102nd in the world a tall woman from Egypt, I happily won and it was so happy for me

I had a handshake with her and then with the referee, people were cheering for me and I walked to hug my coach and mom that she came from Mexico to support me

I walked back in the dressing rooms to have a shower, Lewis texts me too much but I avoid him as much as I can

I mean I don't answer to his texts or calls

I had a shower and then change into comfortable clothes to leave for the hotel, James came in my room and my mom left to meet one of her friends here

"Does Lewis try to communicate with you?" James asked and he gave me a bottle of Heineken with 0% alcohol

"Yes texts and calls but I don't want talk him, he can go to Anna" I took a sip from my beer

"He did that to make you jealous I am sure" James answered

"I don't care I just felt disappointed and I feel like all the feelings I had for him disappeared" I sighed smiling "I never thought that this could be happen"

"It was pathetic and painful what he did and I am sure he has a good explanation" James kissed my hair "Do you want watch the Sprint Qualifying?"

"Yes" I nodded

James opened the TV on the Spanish channel of Formula 1 to watch the Sprint Qualifying, I was nervous

Lewis wasn't doing that good and I could feel bad because I haven't stopped caring about him

"P12" James sighed and I looked at him smiling

"Bad" I replied "I mean for my dad"

"Yes for your dad" James laughed "Not for Lewis"

"Obviously" I rolled my eyes

We stayed there for a while after the qualifying to talk about the next match on Sunday, the big final

I woke up at 7 AM and I watched text from Lewis, this time I smiled softly seeing the text from the notifications

Lewis: Congratulations on your qualification to the final, wish you the best and win, I believe in you, good luck Valerie

I won't answer once again, I changed into training set, trainers and walked in the gym, James was there

"Good Morning" He slapped my ass "Nice"

"Good Morning" I said laughing "And it hurt"

"You'll be fine" James laughed as well "Ready?"

"Lewis texted me good luck for the final" I just said "I kind of like it"

"You little cheeky girl! We need to attend the Monaco Grand Prix" James winked at me

"We will because I promised it to dad" I answered

The workout started, I can't say that I was focused on it but to Lewis

I am disappointed that he made me jealous of this girl that she's nothing like me, she's like Lewis same style same personality

I am something else, an old money style and I am lonely and happy with that

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We had our tennis training and then we sat for lunch, I took fish and James took chicken

"I talked to Miles" James said "Lewis is hurt"

"Me too" I was looking at my food "I love him and I will always will but I think I didn't lose my feelings as I said"

"You are hurt I know but you are the normal one the one that can go and talk to him" James squeezed my hand "Please"

"No" I said madly "Please James stop"