**** A FEW MONTHS LATER ****
"...And you don't like this dress Myah??" My mom asks concerningly.
I look in the mirror at myself and spin.
"Mmmmm you know I love trains mom" I look at her.
"I think anything looks good on you chile" Sev mom says.
"Thanks ma" I laugh.
"We have more dresses with a longer train, if thats what you're asking for Ms. Miller" The tailor looks at me.
I smile.
"Yes please, Do you think you could bring out a few options?"
"Yes of course, would you guys like anything to drink?"
"No thank you" We all said at the same time.
The tailor smiles and walks to the back to go get the dresses.
My mom and Sevs mom helps me take off my dress, My mom hangs it back up and puts it back in the plastic.
"So...." My mom looks at me and smiles.
"Uh oh.. Momma whatchu finna ask me?" I side eye her and laugh.
"Oh nothinnnn... just about a grandkid or two.." she looks down and scratches her head.
"MOM-" I laugh and shake my head.
"I mean shes righttttt" Sevs mom joins in and shrugs.
Never in my life was I so embarrassed.
Just the thought.. KNOWING our families would know we've been fucking if I was pregnant.
Even though its natural its kinda hard to see someone the same way.
But it's life, right?
One dress after another, after another, after another.
I finally found the one.
Beautiful white dress.
Long ass train at the back, pause no diddy.
And a beautiful head piece that came with it.
Whoever made this dress ate down.
Thanks to my mom and ms. milly, they both paid for my dress.
I was shocked because they wanted to help out.
So did my sisters side of the family too.
Me and my sisters have 2 different dads so it was kinda hard understanding that as I grew up.
Their dad still treated me like I was one of his own though.
The last piece of the wedding was finally done.
Everything is already planned out.
Guest list have been made.
Invites were sent.
Now we just wait for the date.
April 19.
The day that was going to change my life.
Forever.
"After all that im hungry y'all" I look at them as I turn down the next street.
"I'm bout due fa a sandwich" My mom says.
I laugh.
"A sandwich does sound good Michelle" Sevs mom chimes in and laughs.
We stop at subway and get out.
