oblivious // ivantill

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August 10 — summer break 🌤️⛱️

I sat up on the bed, doing my morning stretch as I yawned loudly. Summer break has started which means I wouldn't be in that stupid classroom for a few weeks.

The sun is going to be out for awhile, the AC will be on more than normally...

buzz buzz ~~ !!

My phone went off, that was probably the GC going on. It's never usually active until we have breaks or holidays, I picked up my phone from my nightstand as I glanced at the screen. . .

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"friends 🌸💕"

GOOODDD MORNING!!

morning mizi <33

you too !

morn ☀️

so like, what if we go to the beach?! ><

as in, for the break?

YEAH!!!

i'll go

well ofc u would go

what's that supposed to mean 😐

🙄🤘

alr!! let's go tmrw

sure ^^

miss u mizi 💕

ME TOOO🩷🩷🩷

okk

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I turned off the phone and just smiled, it seemed like break would be fun and maybe with the ocean I could think more.

Ivan... what exactly is intriguing about him? I mean.. he hears me out when i'm feeling down but any friend would do that..so....

My face turned red as I kept thinking... what would a relationship be like with Ivan? Honestly he'd probably spoil me and always hang out whenever he can... pfft it sounds like him...

WHAT AM I THINKING?!?!

That's so... gay of me, geez! How was Ivan able to survive for years without me not being able to acknowledge him like this?!

I guess.. if we were really to date.. I'm sure he wouldn't leave me and be by my side...
I suppose it wouldn't be too bad... but do I like him because of the idea? or love him to reciprocate..?

These thoughts came to halt when I was called for breakfast , scurrying over to the dining room as I almost tripped on the stairs to make for my plate. I needed to replenish my energy in the meantime, all this thinking has gotten me tired.

//// August 11

It was just me and Ivan in the meet-up area, I felt really flustered because i'm noticing things more than usual.. he's always staring at me when i'm unaware. No.. I shouldn't be so conscious about that, he's bound to notice and may get the wrong idea..