Qhawe's 1st birthday is coming up soon, akukholakali yaz ukuth usekhule kangaka it feels like yesterday when I found out I was pregnant. Life has been good, Muzi has kept his promise and he's such a loving father, his Mother is still the best most of the weekends u Qhawe's spends with them, Muzi's wife has been quite I hope it stays like that.
I'm officially a Sokhulu now, ubaba wafika ezokhokhela ugogo konke amkweleta kona, he wanted me to change a surname I told him ukuth I can't, I've been a Maseko all my life it would be just weird to change it now and it'll feel like sengilahla ugogo. We get along well with his wife akakhombisanga ukuba nenkinga Nam, uSakhile is dating a new girl she's sweet I'm glad he broke up with Thandi that's means I won't have to see her now when I visit.
Last weekend abakaMthethwa came to pay for Qhawe, so kule weekend siyakhona for imbeleko yakhe, angaz why efune kulandelane I'm tired Mina I've been busy lately I could have used this weekend to rest but ke sothini. Friday uQhawe uzohamba then Mina no gogo solandela Saturday, yep uselala ngaphandle kwami he's growing up so fast.
# Muzi Mthethwa #
My life has been so peaceful, I must say I'm at my happiest I can't believe I almost lose out on raising my son. Amanda has been quite I've been waiting for divorce papers but nothing I don't know how to take that or I should file one, I want this chapter closed before trying to move on. I'm Inlove with my baby Momma and I'm scared to tell her because we did not start out good, besides that she's young, I know we have a child but we were both drunk I'm not sure if she'll ever date me, she has been amazing. Maybe I should call Amanda and see where her head is at or I just call My lawyer to draft divorce papers.
Mother : "wajula kangaka kwenzenjani"
Me : "Ay I'm just thinking about Amanda"
Mother : "oh? You miss her?"
Me : "what, no I'm very much happy, I'm just thinking about the fact that she's quite I thought by now I would've received the papers for divorce"
Mother :"you really want to divorce her? Don't you want to work things out with her?"
Me : "ay ngeke Mah, Mina no Amanda we are done it just need to be official"
Mother : "if you sure"
Me : "I'm sure, I want to start My life over, do you think I should contact my lawyer instead?"
Mother :" yes you should, but do it after the weekend angifune drama bandla"
Me : "kuzoba njalo Mah" I stand up to call Nandi
Nandi : "Baba ka Qhawe" I love it when she calls me like this
Me : "Mama ka Qhawe niyaphila kodwa" I actually can't believe that this is me I'm a father and Amanda is not the mother
Nandi : "Siyaphila, wafona late today indodana yakho isilele"
Muzi :" haw I wanted to wish him a goodnight, aksenani kodwa, wena belunjani usuku lakho?"
Nandi : "it was busy as always, nami ngicabanga ukulala manje ngiphumule, olakho belunjan?"
Muzi : "beluluhle Mama, wenzan lapho"
Nandi : "i was getting ready to sleep Kade ufona, so ksasa umawakho uyena ozolanda ingane?" lol I see what's she's doing
Me : "somlanda naye I'm not going to work vele kuningi okumele kulunge for I weekend"
Nandi :" OK goodnight siyobonana Saturday "
Me : "goodnight beautiful"
# Nandipha #
Muzi likes to flirt with me, and lokho kwenza ngi notice izinto eziningi ngaye which is not good for me because I'll end up liking him kanti he's married, these past months has made me see him with different eyes and if I may say damnn!! He's so handsome mmmh those arms... Ay no ushadile lomuntu I still think his wife will come around I just hope if she does there won't be any changes.
I applied to study part-time now I'm hoping for the best, I hope I get accepted my matric result are good I just couldn't further my studies.
I asked for a day off today since my son is going to his father's home it'll be the first time he sleeps without me I just hope he won't give them any problem. I'm not Good either I don't know how I will sleep without him.
Me : "ay ngeke gogo ubona ukuth kuzoba inkinga me hamba ksasa eksen kakhulu I don't feel good about him sleeping without me"
Granny : "ay Nandi don't be silly wena phela namhlanje kmele ashiselwe impepho uzoba ryt uyambona nje u happy kanjani, ngsola wena onenkinga"
Me : "phela gogo uzobeqala ukulala ngaphandle kwami"
Granny :" ay wena yonke into inesqalo uzoba strong"
Wafika emini ezomlanda, engasajabuli kanje lapho Mina I wish besekungaksasa already.
Muzi : relax uzoba ryt uzolala nami or umah
Me : "OK mehlupha ungfonele"
Muzi : "uzobe sewenzani ebsuku"
Me : "haw ngzokhuluma naye"
Muzi : "ukube uvumile nje ukuhamba nathi ngabe ayikho yonke lento"
Me : "wee ngyonuka impepho zako Mthethwa ngihlanganaphi"
Muzi : "ngeke wazi hlampe ogcina usuhlangana"
Me : "ay lutho nje, anyway nihambe kahle sobonana ksasa, bye Qhawe" wavele waphakamisa isandla lutho nje ukukhuluma ay uyakthanda ukuhamba lo. I'm still surprised nje ngalendlela asemazi ngayo ubaba wakhe uzomlanda yedwa kodwa akanankinga uhappy nje umtanami.
