Falling for Mr billionaire

accident

I have not seen zach in school. I really miss him. Shit what i have done. I have let him go. I had dark circles underneath my eyes from the lack of sleep. I didn't even bother to put concealer. i am hating my myself so much for this mess i have made. Thankfully luke picks up sophie everyday and she will not get a chance to see my condition and ask stupid questions.
Today i decided to skip my English class and instead go to the ground of our school. I need to have some fresh air.
I walked and finally found a bench. My eyes landed on the other side of the ground. There sat a hot yet lonely boy. His back was faced towards me.
So i can't see his face. I noticed him properly. Wait.. shit! This can't be him! I thought he would party or find another girl.
Did'nt he told you that you were the only girl he wanted! Don't you remember his face when you rejected him! My subconcious yelled at me.
I decided to tell him the truth. I cannot stand seeing him like that. I like it when he is strong. I miss his beautiful smile.
I will do this.
I took a deep breath and walked towards him.
But suddenly my father's words hit me like a storm.
"Do whatever you want to do. But remember i will choose your husband"
No i can't to this. I can't... i just can't.
if i told him the truth then our feelings will grow for each other. And in the end we will only get hurt. So it is better to stay away than getting more hurt in the end.
I again ran away from him. Once again.. i am nothing more than a coward bitch!
I got home quickly and to my suprise sophie was already sitting at the table and eating bacon.
She should be in the school.
What is she doing over here.
I don't care about it right now.
Sophie came and hugged me tightly. I started sobbing now. I cried and cried until i felt normal.
"Do you need a talk baby" sophie asked worriedly.
"No.. i.. i just need to rest".
Nausea has hitted me and i am already facing hiccups.
I went to my room and closed the door.
I should have told all of this to sophie. She would have given me an advice. But right now i don't care about anything but Zach.
That's it!
I will tell him the truth tomorrow.
Maybe i should call him.
No... this has to be solved face to face. I really miss him. What ever happens i am going to tell him.
I lied down and cried until i felt asleep thinking about him.
His image came in my mind when ever i closed my eyes.

"Wake up Anna we have an emergency" sophie said in a panicked tone.
I was quickly alarmed. I knew she was not joking. She never joked about emergencies. I knew there was some trouble.
"Zzach... he is admitted..." sophie said in a panicked tone.
"W..what?" I felt my hands sweat. My body started shaking. Did i hear just right.
"Luke just called me... come on get up.. we need to rush.."
Before she can complete her sentence. I quickly got up and grabbed my mobile and purse. I didn't even bother to brush my hair or changs my clothes. I was so worried.
Sophie drove the car this time. As i was not in a condition to do anything.
I was the reason for all of this. I have no right to even look at him. i am nothing than a broken peace of shit. He deserves someone better. I tried to control my tears. But it was hard.
We finally parked in the parking lot. i quickly got up from the car and rushed into the hospital. There was a nice lady sitting on the counter.
"How may I help you lady?" The kind lady said.
"I am here to see zach.. i mean zach hidwing
Umm.. can you tell me where is his room?" I asked worriedly.
"yeah sure. It's on the second floor, go right and then take a left."
I rushed not bothering if sophie was even following.
I saw luke sitting. He had one hand on his head. He also looked worried. I then felt someone putting a shoulder around mine.
I looked to see sophie. she gave me everythingwillbealright kind of expression.
We walked towards luke.
"What happened"
It was really hard to say it.
My throat ached so much.
"He was driving really fast... it is when he he is angry or something..."
He paused.
Then continued
"A bloody truck hit him. I warned him not to go in those hilly areas."
He said.
I looked from the circle of the room. He looked so life less. He was all dependent on machines. I hate to see him like this. It hurts so much. I never felt like this before. I was never that much hurt before. He is everything to me. Everything i can ever imagine. If i had him i would need nothing.
I let tears come out this time. Sophie again comferted me. I started sobbing.
What did luke say angry? I knew he would be angry at me. He wouldn't like my presence at all. So why i am standing over here. I should go.
I was about to tell sophie that i should go but the docter interrupted us.
"We are trying hard to save his life. It will take some more days. But he will be fine don't worry"
By this he left. Don't worry? Duh! He is fighting between death and life and he is asking us not to worry.
Death? Noo. This will not happen.
I again cried. It looks like crying is the only thing i can do because now i have messed it up.