Falling for Mr billionaire

hate my life.

I opened my eyes a little bit. I realized that i had been sleeping for a long time. My feets were aching like hell. Have i gotten into an accident yesterday?
I looked at my beside tables. There were some pictures of yesterday. When we were skating, talking, having fun.
Wait... what happened next?
We watched a movie and then..
Oh shitt!
what have i done? I know it will all end up. Zach will find another girl. My father sooner or later will find my life patner. What will happen to me? I wanted to give my virginty to a person who will be my life patner. Not a person who is a player. He can take any girl he likes. I don't know what to do. Tears were falling. No i will not cry for him. He is nothing more than a player.
"Oh my God Anna why are you crying?" Sophie asked worriedly and gave me tight hug.
I don't know when she came in my room. But i dont care right now.
"I don't know it's just that.."
"Comeon Anna tell me".
I decided to tell her everything. She also knows about the deal with my father. I mean like seriously? Have you seen any father and daughter having some sort of stupid deal.
I cried more and more.
"Anna calm down. Tell me maybe i can help you." Sophie said while running a hand through my back.
"Yesterday... zach took my virginity".
"You should be happy about it then, i know he will be a very good life patner" sophie said making me calm but instead i grew more angry.
"Huh? What do you think sophie? He will find another girl. He is a PLAYER don't you know that.
"Sshh baby calm down. Talk to him. Maybe there is a way out of this mess. Okay?"
I nodded and she left.
I know she was saying all of this just to make me calm but i know what i will do from now. I will ignore him. No matter what it is and no matter what he do.
Zach pov:
Shitt what have i done. I know Anna is a kind of girl that doesn't like all of these things. She will think of me like a player now. I think i have to make everything clear to her now. I have a different feeling for her. I don't want any girl but her. Is it so difficult to understand. From now on i have to keep my desires in control. Tomorrow in school i will make everything clear.
Anna's pov:
I woke up by this fucking alarm. Today is sunday so why this is ringing. I checked the date on my phone and realized that it was monday today.
Why why why?
I am not ready to see his face today.
Wait why do i have to even think about him. I will avoid him today and that's it.
i quickly took a shower and changed into jeans and t-shirt. I tied my hair into bun. I knew he liked it open. Ahh can't you just forget about him for a day. I applied concealer to hide my dark circles as i knew sophie will automaticly know that i cried the whole night.
I walked downstairs and to my suprise sophie was already ready.
"Sophie are you alright?"
"What? Yes i am alright!"
"What happened to you?"
"Umm.. nothing"
"Okay.. it looks like you have seen a ghost".
"What? no Anna! oh i got it. You are suprised that i woke up today early. Well Lucas is going to pick me up today so i have to be ready early today".
"Oh wow! I am happy for both of you. Okay i am getting late so i will catch you later babe"
I winked at her and left.
They both make such a cute couple. No complications no problems. i wish one day i find someone who can make me very happy. But deep down inside me there was someone shouting that zach will be the one. I know this all will not happen to me. I m not even worth it. My dad will choose my life patner. I controlled my self to not cry this time.
I reached school and parked my car. I took a deep breath. You can do it Anna. I started walking and reached to my locker. I started to take out my things for my history class. I was about to close the locker when someone grabbed my hand and pushed me towards my locker. I looked up to see zach.
"What?" I shouted.
"Anna you have to listen to me"
"I am not listening to your shits"
"What happened Anna. You were just fine yesterday."
"Fine my foot."
I pushed him but he again pulled me by my arm.
"You have to listen to me..."
"I am getting late for my class mister."
I again pushed him and this time he let go of me.
I reached my class and sat down.

The day got over and thankfully i haven't seen zach.
I was about to drive my car when i saw someone knocking the passengers door. I was about to say something was someone already opened it and slid in my car.
I was shocked to see zach there.
"What the hell are you doing here" i shouted at him.
"I need to talk..."
Before he can continue i cut him off.
"But i don't want to talk. Okay? Now get out of my car" i shouted
"I am not going anywhere Anna"
He said.
"What are you doing?"
I realized that everyone in the parking lot was staring at us.
I didn't wanted to create a fuss out of this.
I started the car.
"Stop stop!" Zach shouted
"What? Okay."
I stopped the car.
We had stopped near a park.
Zach got out of the car. He opened my door and gave me his hand to get up. I ignored his hand and got out of the car my self. He then lead the way. i don't know why but yeah i decided to follow him.
He stopped near a tree.
The park was beautiful. It was filled with trees. At the side there was a beautiful lake. It was so mesmerizing. I then shifted my gaze to my side. I saw zach staring at me.
"Beautiful" he said under his breath.
"I know it is" i said smiling.
"No not this" he said
I gave him my question look.
"You... ahh nothing leave it."
really? Did he said you or i just misunderstood it.
"Anna.. i have to say... you are a really special girl. I don't know but you... you are different from every girl i have ever met. Yesterday... i am sorry about it. I must have controlled my desires for you. Please forgive me. I will not let it happen again.I promise. I know that you will thought me as a player. I was a player. But i know with you i am a different person. I adore you so much. I cannot afford to loose you."
Tears started to fall off my face.
"Sshh baby i cannot offord to see you cry. I can do anything to stop you from crying."
I looked up in his blue eyes that showed its truthfulness. I don't know what to do. Should i tell him about my father now? No! Now its not the time.
I have to ignore my feelings towards him before it grows more.I have to lie that i don't care about him.
"Zach... please stop".
I decided to stand straight and took deep breath. I felt more confident now. I have to do this before our feelings grow for each other.
"I don't feel any of this for you. You live or die i don't care. Yesterday was the biggest mistake of my whole life. I don't care what you feel for me. You can do whatever you want to do with your life! I don't give a damn fuck!"
I was shouting at my self for saying this to him. He looked down at the ground. I have never seen him like this. I like it when he is strong. He seems to be hurt more than even i am. I just wanted to hold his arms, make him look at my eyes and kiss away all the pain, the hurt that he was feeling.
Before he can look at my eyes and see tears i ran away. I ran away from him. I hate my father! I hate myself for making him feel like this. Tears were not stopping. everytime i closed my eyes, his face came in my mind. The way he stood there.
I am hating my self so muchh.
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I am literally crying right now.
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