literally wtf just happened

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⚠️TW: Emetophobia, mentioned rape but I feel like I don't even need to warn you about this atp, enjoy the story 🗿

Hey guys! First off, YOUTUBE APOLOGY VIDEO WITH TEARS COMING SOON I LITERALLY DISAPPEARED FOR ALMOST HALF A YEAR I AM SO SORRY

I got raped (TWINNING WITH BAKUGOU YALL EXCEPT AT LEAST HIS TRAUMA WASN'T INCEST EAGLE SCREAM RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅) and lost all motivation for writing, but then I saw your comments after checking out my Wattpad account after a long time and all the love and support were so motivating thank you ♥️♥️♥️











Bakugou's POV

When I opened my eyes, just for a moment, everything felt numb.
Then I remembered the events of the last night, bent over the edge of the bed and vomited.

No. No, no, no, no, no! What the fuck?! Why did I...

A new wave of sickness rolled over me. I went limp and emptied my stomach on the floor.

"So you're awake." I looked up to see Jigoku at the counter. "Good. Today's a special day."

"What did you do to me?", I mumbled.
"I know you did something. Don't deny it."

Jigoku laughed. "You're right. I fucked you. And you were the one who asked for it."

"We both know that's not true, you fucking bastard!", I screamed at him. I sat up, suddenly feeling way too brave for my current situation.

Jigoku sighed. "Okay, okay. Gee. I mixed something in your lemonade. Didn't your mom tell you not to accept stuff from strangers?"

"Don't bring my mom into this", I snarled. "Bastard."

"Sorry. Didn't mean to insult Mitsuki. But, one question, didn't we agree yesterday that you'd call me daddy?"

I stood up, walked over to him and vomited in front of his feet.

"You know I could make you lick it up, right? This is the bravest you've been for the past few weeks."

"Fuck you."

He grabbed my throat and lifted me up.
I gasped, clawing at his wrist.

"Look at me", he snarled. My eyes met his. That was when I realized I'd never actually seen him angry before.

"I gave up on completely destroying you. I decided that I would hurt you, and then let you out again. I'd leave you a chance to live on knowing that I could always take you with me again, and there wouldn't be anything you could do about it. I decided that you were unhappy enough if that thought stained you the whole time. But I can always change my mind. If you don't shut up, I'll make sure you don't talk back to me anymore. That you don't talk at all. I'll make you unable to think for yourself. If I let you out then, you'll spend the rest of your life in a mental hospital, staring emptily out the window. You're not gonna be Number One. I'm gonna break you beyond repair. Do you understand?"

I nodded frantically. He dropped me and walked off. I fell on my knees and grabbed my throat, gasping for air. Breathing hurt me. And I guess that kind of confirmed to me that he could, in fact, torture me enough to make me be scared of making a mistake.

Something hit me in the head. I winced. Then something else hit me in the head. And more. I covered my face until it stopped raining hits on me.

When I looked down to see what had struck me, I realized that I was looking at cleaning utensils.

"Get rid of the mess you made", Jigoku said. "Make sure there's nothing left when I come back."

I grit my teeth so hard they felt like they'd break. I didn't start until he was gone, wiping up the vomit and cursing myself for being such an idiot.

When he returned, I'd just cleaned everything up and brushed my teeth. I looked at him, not sure what he was going to do. But he was just holding clothes.

"Put these on. And get ready to go out into the public." He tossed the clothes at me.

"What are you planning?", I asked suspiciously, catching the clothes.

"You'll see soon enough."

That phrase alone was enough to push me into an episode of distrustful squinting.
"You're gonna fuck me in public."

Jigoku scoffed. "I'm not into that. What, you think I'm planning on breaking into a preschool and-"

"Please don't finish that sentence."

To my surprise, he didn't. How nice of him. After I got dressed, I looked at my outfit. It was a classical, chill black hoodie and some dark green cargo pants. I was never going to see outfits like this the same.

"You ready?"

"You didn't even tell me what to be ready for."

"Smartass." He grabbed me by my arm, and suddenly, we were outside.

"Aight, bye", he said and disappeared into thin air.

Pause.

What?

I stood there, frozen, before looking around.

This neighborhood was familiar. I looked at the house I was standing in front of.

I felt like I'd never seen the house in my entire life, yet it was one I'd lived in for fifteen years.

What was going on? Was this a test? Was he going to pop up behind me as soon as I raised my hand to ring the doorbell, and say "haha, just kidding", and teleport me back to that horrendous place?

This couldn't be.

There's no way he's letting you go.

I knew that. I knew it was impossible. So why...?

A car parked next to me. A person got out, but I was just frozen in place, staring at the house.

"Katsuki? Katsuki!"

I turned at the familiar voice, seeing my mom rushing towards me and pulling me into a hug.

"You're back! You're alive... Oh, you stupid brat, you're really back!"

I felt her sobs shaking her body, but I couldn't move.

"Oh, you damn idiot... Why'd you have to get kidnapped?"

She pulled away from me, trying to hide the tears that were very visible flowing down her face.

"What did that villain do to you?"

"Mom..." was the first thing I managed to say. "How...? How is this happening?"

This had to be a trick. There was no way this guy just let me go. He was too much of an asshole to do that. Many emotions swirled through my body. Distrust, confusion, and then, first faint, then stronger, fear.

Was he going to take me back? Kidnap me as soon as I'd gotten used to living here again? This was just another part of his strategy to ruin me. It had to be.

And then, to some degree, at least, I felt... disappointed. I didn't know why. I was out of that hell, but... Why was I upset about it?

"Let's take you inside." Mom pushed me along with her.

"Yeah."


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