I don't remember when, but I know that I'm not supposed to be here. Lies, lies, why my eyes lie?"Oh yeah, and remember? When we're children and I made a very offensive joke about his obcd? Well, yeah, I now regret it, man. I was such a asshole of a kid back when I was younger." Those words came out of my lips, right? No, I think it was- . . . was that chuckling that I heard?
"You make it sound as you become a better person by now. You were literally thinking of different ways of saying deez nutz jokes to him. You have not gotten any better, Keysha." Keysha. . . Keysha is also my name. How do they know this? Do they know me? Do I know them? . . . Then why are we separated away from each other? Did I do something wrong? My brain hurts whenever I think of this voice. My heart feels warm and calm, and oh, so happy. Will I ever meet them again? Why couldn't we stay in that reality? When I could hear your voice forever. Well, I guess that never that never mattered when now I can't see anything but a blur pain to my heart. And a screaming in head forever now before I woke up in my eyes again.
"Keysha, Keysha is the name that I'll give you, my beautiful daughter. . . I'm truly sorry that you will never get the same love that I've given you. I hope that you forgive me, my children. I am so sorry that you were born like this, but I always know that I love you." The feminine voice told me. . . Why was I getting pitiness to be alive? I didn't want pity because of something I couldn't control. I want to live as me. With no guilt, no regret, no doubt of who I am. Cause I am now hungry. Hungry is something I felt for a very, very long time. The time to birth and now.
Munch, Crunch, Munch, and again, those were the sounds I heard as I eat all of my siblings. Again and again, over and over. We were all hungry, and I was hungry. I'm now full to brim, no longer hungry, but I had to stay so, so still for a month. Where was I going? The only thing I could see for a month was the big blue, smooth, wavy fields of waves. Sometimes, the blueish color was rough and mean, and unforgiving. Then, at times, it is so calm, like the endless darker sky that I always wake up to. Then sound came to my ears after I didn't know how long, but it finally reached my ears.
"Yeah, Lesley, I heard that too- Yes, yes, the thing about baby shower. Where the baby mama cheated on her husband. - Yes I feel bad for the man, but like I said, he had it coming for him if he actually thought that relationship would last any longer than Danielle and Wilbur and you know what's crazy is that Wilbur did a hit and run and tried to not child support. - Mhm. Like I said, sweetie. We should have never gone to that baby shower. It ain't got nothing to give us besides some hoodshit." Then my small body finally hits something. I catch hold of it and climbed. The gigantic man was holding something while I hid somewhere dark and away from his eyes.
"Listen love, I'm just saying that we should really need to move away from them hoodlums and live a better life. Just somewhere not here. K love? Yeah, yeah, I know that their your friends and all, but do we seriously need to Danielle and forgive that cheating women? Like she cheated, and Danielle wasn't drunk or something. She wanted to keep the baby, and she kept asking us for all the done time. She is running me drier than her baby daddy and - . . . ok, ok, we'll be done with this conversation. As long you said that we'll be moving soon because I can't stand this craziness. - and also, please be more wise of the friends you choose. I just don't want someone to take advantage of your kindness." Then I heard clang as he putted whatever absorbed his communication machinery. So I dig myself deeper into whatever wet stuff inside as soon I knew that the man might focus on his attention on me, so I just hooded my myself better with the dead of flaky bodies, they had scales and looked as if they needed something to breath with and pitch black eyes and it's been so long that I eaten anything.
Crunch, Crunch, and Crunches on their bodies, they were so many bones inside of them that I mostly only eat the bones of them, but food is food. Then I sensed the object was getting lift up in the air and moving somewhere else. I made an instinct thinking of staying put and waiting it out. The object bolted and jolted back and forward all ridged and unbalanced, unlike the fluid liquid field that I know of. Then, after what, it felt like an eternity. I was somewhere much more warmer after my many, many years in the blue field.
"Ok, now let's see how we can cook these fishes." The man seemed to walking towards my hiding spot. Which, I knew that I needed to dip out here before he could find me, but before I could move, he was already taking my shield of protection and was hiding me. He grabbed the fish that I was holding onto, and as soon I sensed that he wasn't looking at the fish and he was looking at whatever the hell he was looking at, I hopped off of the fish and skedaddle away from this situation. . . Well, that was until I heard a very high-pitched sound that I think almost made me death, which made me jump in shock since that was something I didn't suspect.
"AHHHH! OH MY FUCKING GOD A FUCKING SPIDER WIDOW SPIDER! GET OUT! GET OUT! OUT OF THIS HOUSE!" The man was now trying to sho me away with a fish? . . . Well, he opened some see-through hole in the wall that he pushed with his free hand that wasn't occupied with the fish that he tried to use as a weapon, which I felt threatened, so I was getting ready to pounce this guy. . . Well, more like I tried to pounce the guy. However, his fish weapon has gotten the best of me, and I was now thrown outside through the see-through hole in the wall. . . Welp, that was embarrassing. I'm just glad that no buggies saw that. Anyways, being on the floor level is dangerous without my nest. Nest? Why am I thinking of a nest? Also, since when do I feel so tired whenever the sun is out? Man what the fuck is going on, however I'm glad that my body been moving trying to find a better place to live.
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The Eye of Arachne
FanfictionA woc insect-demihuman in NRC or twisted wonderland This is just a normal oc insert to the world of twisted wonderland, and no, I don't own these other characters that are named Silver, Lillia, Malleus, Sebek, Riddle, Trey, Cater, Ace, Deuce, Kalim...