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three. do i look crazy to you?

— three. do i look crazy to you?

[ 09.20.2018 ]

I regretted asking Victor if he knew me because chaos broke lose when he started to throw questions at me and Jun. Zheyuan was just confused the entire time while there I was standing and trying to think of a way to escape. But with my older brother’s grip on my arm, there was no way for me to get away.

Unless-

“Jun-ge…” I called out rather softly, “I don’t feel so well…”

This caught his attention right away and asked, “What’s wrong, Lian? Does your head hurt?”

I nodded once but stopped halfway the second time and faked a wince. Then I shut my eyes and laid my forehead against Jun’s shoulder. But what came next surprised me that my eyes opened wide for a split second. 

Jun picked me up bridal style and I wrapped my arms around him for dear life. This wasn’t the first time he has done this but he atleast used to warn me beforehand.

“Let’s head back home,” he said before looking at the other guys, “Don’t tell anyone about this. You hear me?”

Zheyuan and Victor didn’t have the chance to answer since my older brother started to walk back to our place. It was quiet after that and I pretended to have fallen asleep with my hair covering my face. 

Who would have thought acting would be this hard?

The second we came back home, I heard the worried voice of my grandmother and Jun explaining to her what happened. Then I was laid down on the couch and I fluttered my eyes opened rather slowly before looking up to face them.

“Nana, Jun-ge.”

“Yes, sweeetie, we’re here. We’re right here.”

I couldn’t speak after that. No, I actually didn’t want to. The more I say things the more they’d look at me in confusion and probably think that I’ve gone crazy. As far as I know something didn’t feel right. Nothing today felt right. I suddenly wanted to call for Ryan and have him come over but I remember my phone was upstairs in my room.

If only Ryan was here then maybe I could find the answers to my questions. 

“The ambulance should be here soon,” Jun said, making me sit up in an instant.

“Ambulance? You really called the emergency hotline?!” I asked in shock.

Great- What happens if I get checked and they find out that nothing’s wrong with me physically? Will they then send me to the mental institute?! I can't- I can't go to the hospital! There has to be a way out of this…

“We need to get you checked, Li-Li,” my grandmother gently told me as she sat on the side of the couch and took both of my hands into hers.

“But-” I was cut off then by Jun who was giving me a strict stare, “No buts, Wen Lian. We are going to the hospital whether you like it or not. So please just stay in the living room until the ambulance gets here.”

There's no way out of this… just great.

It felt weird being in the hospital without my wheelchair. But then again being on a stretcher was even weirder. My grandmother decided to stay with me while Jun said he needed to sort things out with some people and I immediately thought of Zheyuan and Victor. He probably wanted to make sure to keep their mouths shut with what happened earlier. 

I mentally sighed at how things worked out this morning and wondered if the life I knew before today was all just a dream. If so then… 

What about Ryan? Does that mean we're not friends in this new life? As for Zheyuan and Victor, how do they even know my brother and the latter know me?