Now I'm giving excuses to them and myself too,
Try to make them believe that I tried my hardest,
And they might believe me, but I won't.
Because I know the truth,That it's all my fault.
It's my fault That I lose, it's my fault that I failed.
It's all my fault as I didn't give it my best.
And if I wanted I could have done a lot, but I didn't.
Now that the time has passed, I'm filled with regret.
Wondering all I could have got, if I tried a little harder.
Now I'm trying to conceal regret and distress.
I'm pretending that I tried a lot, when I really haven't .
But no amount of facade,
No amount of lies,
No amount of deception,
Can make a lie true.I don't tried hard enough,
My efforts were lacking,
So I lost.And with no one to blame,
But me and only me,
I'm the cause of my downfall.Question:
when you were down low , who was there for you? Let's appreciate them.
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Whispers From The Pages
PoetryI am a girl who has so much to say but no one to listen to. I'm struggling in my life with college, family and other issues. I always find it hard to express my emotions verbally but I can write them pretty well. The issues I deal with are family...