Im Inlove with my Secretary

CHAPTER 75

ION POV'S

while looking at the sky as if it sympathized with me crying, I immediately thought of vice...

all our happy memories, I remembered all of them suddenly.

I thought
It was you
It was me
It was us
It was all worth fighting for
It was all going better
It was going to be okay

I thought
we we're right
We we're real
we we're whole
We were the kind of love we've wanted
We were going to forgive each other
We were going to forgive ourselves

I thought we were in this together...

but that's all I thought...

I remembered the ring I bought from Vhong that was in my pocket, I took it out and opened it... I couldn't bear it as if I was going to explode at any time because of the pain I was feeling, I thought we were together forever but that's all I just thought so.

"Bro..." Mahinahon na sabi ni vhong at hinawakan ako sa balikat senyas na cinocomfort niya ko

I stood up and went to the end of the rooftop, he just followed me

I looked in the city down there and breathed deeply"Kuya ganto ba talaga mag mahal?"

"That's part of a life, ion kahit ayaw mo kaylangan mo talagang masaktan"he calmly answered.

" kuya I don't understand her, hanggang ngayon hindi ko parin gets yung rason niya"I said sobbing.

"Nawalan ng ina??? Bakit naman mawawala sakin si mama, wala siyang sakit, walang kaaway so walang dahilan para mawala ang nanay ko sakin"

"O sadyang ayaw niya na talaga at ayun lang ang rason niya..." Dagdag ko.

"Hindi ganung tao si vice,kahit hindi katagal ko siyang nakasama alam ko na agad ang ugali niya. Hindi siya ganung tao, ion believe me she loves you"

"if she loves me why would he leave me? why would she break up with me?" Sabay sabay kong tanong at tumingin kay vhong.

"Fix your self ion, bukas mo siya kausapin para ma explain niya ng maayos sayo" advice ni kuya at tinapiktapik ang braso ko.

"Ansakit kuya..." Tanging sabi ko.

"Walang masakit na break up ion, pero kahit gaano kasakit-kabigat kakayanin diba?" Saad niya ngumiti naman ako ng mapait.

Tumingin ako sa himpapawid at huminga ng malalim"Kakayanin koba na wala siya?" Tanong ko.

"Kakayanin at lalaban, remember what she said to you LAVARN!" Sagot ni vhong at tumingin rin sa himpapawid.

VICE POV'S

I got home, still crying...

Binuksan ni lassy ang gate, hindi nako magtataka kung nagulat siya sa itsura ko.

"Oh my- shit!" Rinig kong bulong niya.

I didn't wait any longer and immediately entered and went up to my room.

I dropped all my things, immediately went to bed and buried my face in the pillow.

I screamed and screamed and screamed the pain that I feel until I'm hoarse.

when I ran out of air, I just leaned on the bed.

"T-tama batong ginawa mo viceral..."nanginginig kong sabi at sinabunutan ang sarili ko.

Even tho you didn't make it to the end of my story, I will always have the corner folded down your page. Becasuse it was one of my favorite...

"Meme..." Pagtawag sakin ni tonton at dahan dahang binuksan ang pinto.

Kasama niya ang mga bading...

Kumapit sila sakin at hinug ako.

Dahil dun lalo akong naiyak.

"Keep fighting meme!!! Kaya moyan" mangiyak ngiyak na sabi ni kitty.

"Alam mo namang ikaw ang kahinaan namin tas humahagulgol kapa diyan" umiiyak na sabi ni Miss ohw.

"Ansakit na" tanging sabi ko at niyakap silang muli.

"Shhhh, kung hindi siya ang para sayo at hindi ikaw ang para saknya this is the sign na hindi talaga kayo para sa isa't isa" advice ni mc.

Sakin nagmahal pero sa babae parin ikakasal...

"Meme, you need to rest, you need to focus on your self. You can make someone happy pero sarili mo hindi remember meme your a someone to" sambit ni chad.

"A-alam niyo ang pangit niyo pala mag seryoso" nauutal kong sabi at lalong umiyak.

"Halah gago umiyak lalo!"

"Yan kayo kasi!"

"Kasalanan kopa ah!" Nagsisisihan nilang sabi.

"Lohh"

"Tama nayan, umiiyak na nga si meme eh!" Suway ni kitty.

"Wag kang sipsip dyan pusa!" Banggit ni tetay.

"Hoy t-tama nayan nag aaway na kayo" mangiyak ngiyak kong suway, tumigil naman agad sila.

"Sige na matulog na kayo okay nako dito" sambit ko nag goodnight naman sila lahat saakin at hinalikan ako sa noo.

CATH POV'S

"Higa, okay na..." Bulong sakin ni tito.

"YES!!!!" sigaw ko sa tuwa.

"Anong yes hija? What is happening?" Biglang sabat ni tita.

"Ah wala po tita pabalik na po kasi yung kaibigan ko galing States you know tita namiss ko kachikahan" palusot ko.

"Alam mo hon dun na tayo sa taas namiss kita, cuddle tayo" sambit ni tito.

Cringe.

"Tumigil ka dyan Joel!" Pagsuway ni tita.

Umakyat na sila sa itaas.

"Aantayin nalang kita umuwi ion, sisiguraduhin ko na akin kana ngayon" seryoso kong sabi.