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Leeknow carefully sat Jisung on the passenger seat, he pulled the seatbelt and buckled Jisung up.

"Hyung, I'm fine-"

"Taking a stroll after swallowing a pill of benzos? Absolutely not, Jisung. It's better to be safe." Leeknow closed the door of his car. He walked around and got on the driver's seat, starting the car and driving to the dorm.

"What are you feeling right now?" Leeknow asked softly, not tearing his eyes off the road.

"I'm really dizzy.. and- wait why are you asking again?" Jisung suddenly laughed out of the blue.

This made Leeknow sigh, "It looks like the pill's side effects are catching up."

"What do you mean?~"

"Benzodiazepines, a class of psychoactive drugs that act as central nervous system depressants, side effects includes confusion and dizziness. That's what you're feeling right now, right?" Leeknow stated.

"Oh, yeah. How did you know that? Are you secretly Google?" Jisung looked at the older amused.

"I read about it when I was in school, I wanted to be a doctor back then."

"That's hot."

"Pff- what?" Leeknow chuckled at the compliment.

Jisung just stared at the elder, admiring his features. How he drives, how his veiny arms moves around the steering wheel, and how he takes care of him is making Jisung feel something he never felt before.

"Is everything alright?" Leeknow questioned, feeling the intense stare coming from the latter.

"Can I hold your hand?" Jisung shamelessly asked out of nowhere.

Leeknow was taken aback by the sudden request. "Sure.." he reached out his right hand for the younger to hold, letting his left arm do all the driving.

Jisung held Leeknow's hand, caressing it gently. "So soft.." Jisung smiles, brushing his fingers on Leeknow's arm, feeling the veins and muscular fix of the elder.

Leeknow gulped, doing his best to focus on the road.

Jisung smiled cutely, putting the elder's hand on his own cheek. "So warm." He snuggles his face on Leeknow's hand.

Leeknow can't help but smile, finding the action adorable, making his heart flutter. "Hang on, alright? We're almost there."

~

"What happened? Are you guys alright?" Chan hurriedly walked in Jisung's dorm, Seungmin following him from behind.

"I'm perfectly fine.. you should ask him." Leeknow looked at Jisung who's sitting on the bed, spacing out.

"Guys, I'm fine. Perfectly fine! Seungmin, do you remember the pill I always take when I was a kid?" Jisung asked.

"YOU TOOK A PILL OF BENZODIAZEPINE AND WENT OUT?!" Seungmin yelled in disbelief.

"Benzos? Isn't that a drug?!" Chan's eyes widen.

"Fucking idiot." Seungmin flicks Jisung's forehead.

"Ow!" Jisung rubs his forehead, hurt from the impact.

"Didn't the doctors said last time that it's not recommended to go out after taking it?! It's supposed to help you sleep! Who even gave you benzos?! I don't recall you going to a doctor recently." Seungmin scolded.

Jisung looked away, "My mom.."

Seungmin's eyes widen as he sees the desk full of medicine. Walking his way to the desk, he starts reading the bottle of pills one by one.

"These are different types of drugs.." Chan furrowed his eyebrows.

"You're telling me.. she gave you these without consulting a doctor first?" Seungmin felt anger building up in him.

Jisung didn't answer. Dizziness catching up on him, making him feel really tired.

Seungmin had enough. "That fucking bitch!" He threw one of the bottles to the wall out of anger, causing it to break and fall everywhere.

The sudden impact made Jisung flinch.

"Love.." Chan hugged his lover.

"That's enough, get out." Leeknow ordered, seeing Jisung getting scared of the outburst.

"H-Hyung it's okay.." Jisung spoke, holding back tears.

"Get out, now!"

"I'm sorry, Minho, Jisung. Love, let's go." Chan escorted Seungmin out of the dorm, calming him down.

Leeknow sighed, walking to Jisung. "Are you okay, Ji?"

"No.. I feel really dizzy." Jisung looked at the elder, letting his tears fall, sobbing from the overwhelming feeling.

"It's okay. Everything is going to be alright." Leeknow patted Jisung's head. "Let me clean this up."

"No, it's okay! I'll do it myself-"

"I'll do it, Ji. Get some rest, okay?" Leeknow assured him, kissing the top of his head.

The younger obeyed, letting his body lay down on the bed. The pill helping him to immediately shut his eyes off and drift to sleep.

Leeknow looked at the younger, frowning as he stares at his face, full of distress. He understood Seungmin's outburst, he would act the same if he didn't have self control. The anger he's feeling inside, he's trying his best to contain it for Jisung's sake. But he promises this, once he gets the chance, he will try to make everything right for the younger.

Leeknow sighs, cleaning up the mess Seungmin made, throwing it to the trash. He stared at the pile of medicine on the desk, He doesn't need all these. He took every single one of them, also throwing them to the trash.

He looks around the dorm, seeing how clean it is despite Jisung's situation. He opened the fridge, frowning at the sight of emptiness, what's inside is nothing but water.

Does he ever cook? Or maybe he doesn't know how to? Leeknow chuckled. He walked back in Jisung's room, gazing at the younger with full of care.

"Sleep well, hannie." Leeknow strokes Jisung's hair. He walks away, switching off the light, planning to leave and go to his own dorm.

"Hyung.." Jisung called out, making the elder stop his tracks.

"Yes? Do you need anything?" Leeknow walked back to Jisung. He suddenly felt Jisung's hand tugging on his shirt, pulling him closer. "Jisung, what's wrong?" Leeknow furrowed his eyebrows.

"...here." The younger mumbles, making it difficult for the elder to hear.

"Come again?" Leeknow crouches, leaning his ear closer to Jisung so he can hear properly.

"Stay here, hyung.."

"Huh.. whoa-" Leeknow suddenly got pulled on the bed, the sudden strength made him unable to keep his balance. He's now laying down beside Jisung. W-What the hell was that?!

He then felt an arm wrap around his waist, he looked at his side and sees Jisung hugging him. "Jisung..?"

"Don't leave me here.. all alone.." Jisung mutters.

"But I have to work tomo..." Leeknow sighs, giving up. "At least let me go take a shower first." He chuckles, trying to get off the younger's embrace but fails miserably. Where is this strength coming from?

"What do you need shower for? You always smell really good.. you don't need a shower." Jisung smiles, not wanting the elder to leave. "I don't want you to leave me like last time."

"L-Last time?" Leeknow gulped, this side of the younger is making him nervous for some reason. Leeknow waited for an answer, but didn't received any. The silence was followed by soft snores. Making him sigh in relief, Jisung is finally asleep. He turns to face him, smiling at the sight of the younger sleeping peacefully. He felt the younger's grip around his waist loosened. Should I make a run for it? He chuckles, kissing Jisung's forehead. Moments passed by, he felt himself drifting into sleep, with Jisung in his arms.

He had the chance to leave the younger's dorm and sleep separately. But he still chose to accompany him throughout the night.

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