𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒆| 𝒗𝒔𝒐𝒐

Part III

Jisoo

Two days later

Two days? How fast the time has passed.

It felt like I came yesterday and got passed out by getting hit on head.

I feel like it's just been hours since I talked to the psych and he officially made me an insane person with his remark.

I know my mind. And I'm anything.... anything but insane.

No one ever thought i could be insane.

Talk about my husband? He hasn't called me since I came here and it has been two days. As much as that angers me I've to keep it on bay so I don't get passed out by them besides I've to survive first.

They gave me sedatives for two days so I don't do something insane again. They gave me pills which I don't recognise so i sleep for more hours than required. They make sure that I swallow them.

They check my mouth and it's insides after I take medicine to make sure I'm not hiding it so they can't see and that I can spit it out later.

Two days ever since I sat in this same place, same canteen eating my food all alone. I've seen people here, insane ones. The actually insane ones and I would be lying if I said I hadn't acted even once like they did.

There are bunch of girls bullying other ones but that's not it, there's one girl who is insane on another level.

She has done so many gruesome shit.

Another patient angered her yesterday when we all were eating, she took out her fork and bashed it into the other ones eye.

The other one just bled and screamed until she passes out, she gurgled and something really slimy and red came out of her eye, she vomitted something yellowish and then died on spot.

No one saved her.

No warden came, no one came. No employee who works here, no nurse came for help.

She died there and we just watched her die and ate as if nothing ever happened. I might be insane too because I continued eating despite the whole situation.

Then after going back I vomitted.

And that woman who killed the patient, is my roommate.

But then again, I wasn't afraid of her, she only attacks on provokance and today morning she smiled and braided my hair for me when I didn't even ask.

I was too scared to object.

I expected her smash it inside my skull until I bleed out from my head but that didn't happen. She braided it and left.

As to why they still had forks, they didn't. She somehow sneaked in her own steel fork and killed. We use disposable and harmless forks here.

I watch as she sits on a table far by, she walks up and jumps her way to person serving food. "Give me some mashed potatoes." She yells.

Everyone looks at her.

I look up and watch her eyes slowly stop on my own "Tell them" she says and I look down on my plate.