𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒆| 𝒗𝒔𝒐𝒐

Part VI

Don't go insane

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Or maybe I might go insane...?

My eyes shoot up in panic and then it hits. The pain, unbearable. I scream, my voice is a mush, my voice is dry and my throat hurts.

I try to scream, I try to breath

It doesn't matter, i hyperventiliate.

And then a needle pricks my skin and darkness consumes me once again.

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I wake up to loud noises. Or noise? My eyes open again and i find emilyn shouting and screaming songs at top of her lungs ferociously.

This might be the reason of my headache as soon as I wake up. I grunt slowly trying to sit on my and feel the pain has been subsided.

I sigh in relief.

"You're up?" Asks emilyn, her doe eyes looking down at me with a knowing smile. If it wasn't for her betrayal, i would've thought she's being geniune.

I shoot her a glare.

Then i feel the bed after sometime below me, I've been placed back into my room, my bed and the crazy roomate singing at top of her lungs.

"How's the pain?" She asks grinning. I ignore her stupid face and idiotic comment.

"Aww!" She pouts like a fucking kid, it's disgusting "You're angyyyyy??" She says in baby voice resulting me to respond her with a disgusted look.

"I've done good for myself." She says, normally. "I wanted a pawn, so her attention wouldn't be on me for awhile but even if it's not on me, it'll be soon enough. But it'll be on you too." She winks at me after referring to warden.

"I won't ask you why." I finally reply but then my throat dries up and i cough.

Emilyn reaches table stand and hands me a glass of water. I reluctantly grab it and chug down like a parched lion.

"Because I know what kind of bitch you can be." I sneer at her. "You could've been my friend, we could've been close and it wouldn't have mattered to me what anyone else thought about you." I sigh after looking at her face turning into a solemn one.

"I didn't think you'd do this to me." I then say again, slowly.

She sighs and sits beside me, bed sinks as she does so. "I never really had true friends, I don't even know what a friendship means. I've had one or two when I was a kid but that was it. No one truly wanted to be my friend. I've been ignored and outcasted but then it didn't matter to me. In this asylum they see me as a monster, so eventually I became one." She explains. Her eyes swiftly move to me and I see a gleam of mischief.

Well, you're a monster, so what else would they think of you?

I don't say it out loud, instead "That doesn't mean you could justify the way you're now." I say indirectly.

She laughs a little "Right. But I like it this way. Gives me pleasure." She states and gets on her feet.

"You've had a caller meet you." She looks down at me for a moment and then walks out of the room.

I wonder.....

Who!

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Taehyung.

"How have you been?" His voice is same, husky, dark. Cold.

His hair is slicked back and he wore sunglasses with a dark Armani suit matching his hair colour.

One hand holds phone while other stays on table. A glass seperating us from having any sort of physical contact, I sit there staring back at him saying nothing while the guard watches me.

He watches my move, so I don't attempt breaking the glass and smashing it on someone's head.

"I highly think, you're here for your own purpose. What do you want?" I say straight and direct to his face.

His expression softens "I simply wanted to visit-"

"Now?" I cut him off abruptly "You've remembered me now? What happened to "I'll call you everyday" thing?" I yell.

He might deem me insane but I couldn't give a flying fuck because it's fair for me to get angry at this point.

"Do not answer that. I just know you don't care. What are you here for, tell me." I demand. He doesn't speak. He just stared at me blankly.

"Well.... nothing really." He musters up to say something finally but it all falls on deaf ears because I decide to ignore him.

"I'm done, let's go." I tell the guard and he bows his head towards taehyung. He then stands and holds my hand leading me back to my room.

I turn around one last time "never show your face again."

I say and walk along with the guard. A smirk curves around my lips as I walk away.

His reaction was worth it.

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I go to canteen and take my usual seat. Away from everyone as always.

My plate is served to me and I look down at the disgusting moving food. My face churns in distaste but then again I'm hungry enough not to care.

I turn my gaze towards to everyone else while eating, I watch as girls laugh, Snicker and women fight like kids.

I watch the servers serve food, I watch everyone live, coexist as if everything is normal and everything is fine.

That's what people in asylum are. Normal and fine. Only to themselves, they behave as they like and tag it as being normal and totally fine when in reality no living human could ever be either of those.

I turn behind to look at people and watch a few staring at me and then turning away as soon as I meet their eyes.

A loud thud on my table makes me snap back and I stare at the person infront of me.

A red haired girl, she looks younger and alot sanerrr? Maybe she's here just like me.

"Hey!" She flicks her fingers infront of my face and then she seats herself infront of me. "I've something for you." She says and slowly opens her coat.

My brows furrow in confusion. Then I look closer and realise there's a whip. A whip!

My eyes shoot up wide in surprise. I look at her and she grins "Perfect revenge, isn't it?" She says smiling like an evil wench.

At times, I would've thought it's extremely crazy and just very crazy at that. Very mentally insane but then a slow smile creeps in and my mouth curls up in a smirk.

Maybe it really is time for revenge!