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Mom went to speak but he put his hand up. "Your not Waan. Waan is Kane's dads name your not Kane's dad. Lee is me what do you want?" I said. He noticed my framed picture next to my bed and picked it up. "Is this you and Kane?" He asked and I snatched it out of his hand. "No touch its mine. My special thing" I said. "Lee!" Mom said but he put his hand up again. "Sorry I should've asked your permission. That was my fault. Tell me about Kane" he said. "He is my best friend my person he makes me happy. Makes me warm....I miss him" I said as tears filled my eyes. "Can I look at your arms please?" He asked. "No! No look...ugly, burned....no!" I said. "Then can your mom look?" He asked motioning towards my mom. "You leave then maybe" I said. "Alright I will" he said. He whispered something in my moms ear then left my room. "Can I see your arms Lee? Please?" Mom said. I held it out to her and she rolled my sleeves up. She had to resist crying once she saw the burn marks. "Ugly...burned...That's enough!" I said and snatched my arm away from her, pulling my sleeves back down. "Lisa your gonna want to see this!" Waan called from down the hall. "Daddy has pictures...videos of the touching he loved to film, loved to click......" I said as I stood up and walked into my dads room followed by my mom. Standing there holding some pictures was Waan, the color gone from his face. Mom approached him and saw the pictures. "What the hell!" She screamed.

"Dad's things he loved to take pictures, videos of the touching. Pictures of his obedient son" I said. "Did he ever share these?" Mom asked. "No never they were his things his special things" I said as I opened the trunk next to the window. Mom and Waan looked inside and found his camera. "Videos of the touching, of my obedience he loves to watch them" I said. Waan took out his phone and called the cops. However when they arrived dad was gone. He woke up when mom and Waan were in my room and heard what I was saying so he ran. I was interviewed alongside a trauma counselor and the police built a case against my father. I was released to my mother who took me to a hotel room paid for by the New York state police we stayed there for 4 months while they searched for my dad. While there Waan who was a therapist worked with me to being me back so to say. He knew he succeeded when mom come back to the room and I just ran to her with tears in my eyes. That night I slept in between mom and Waan being held by both. Waan told me he was my mom's boyfriend the next day and I remembered hugging him. Now he is my step-father and the dad to my half sister Pensri. I smiled as I held Pensri while they got married. Then we got a family picture and they had it framed. It now hangs in the foyer.

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Lee was always on my mind since the day he left my life up to now. After I finished my photoshoot I walked towards my trailer but my fans screamed excitedly at me so I burst away from security and ran to my fans. They touched my chest and asked for autographs so I signed a few before security reached me and escorted me back to my trailer. "You crazy!" Sae said as she placed my robe back on me the pizza she ordered laying on the table hot and ready to eat. "What! They are my fans!" I said as I took a piece. "Your in underwear Kane they could have pulled it down!" She said. "So? Im confident in my body" I said. "You may be but you won't get a lot of jobs like that" Sae said. "Sorry mom!" I said as I took a bite of the pizza. "Geez! You need to be careful" Sae said. "Im sorry. Do I have anything else today?" I asked. "No that's it shall we head to the airport?" Sae asked. "Yes!" I said and took off my robe as Sae packed up the pizza we didn't eat. I walked into my closet returning shortly after dressed in my black leather jacket, navy blue t-shirt, black jeans and black boots. I grabbed my helmet off the table as Sae put her hand on my shoulder. "Is Lee the reason you let no one be a passenger on your bike?" She asked.  "Yeah.....yeah he is" I said. "You truly love him huh?" She asked. "I don't know.....I just know that since he has been gone from my life I haven't felt happiness" I said. "That's love if I do say so myself" she said. "Did you make sure to pay for my bike to come along for the ride?" I asked. "Of course I have I'm your manager dumbass" Sae said as she slapped my shoulder. "The best damn manager in the company" I said. "You know it! By the way you got a response on that audition you did for shows back in October? Your tape was circled through some other directors and one actually asked if you'd be interested in a role in an upcoming boy love show" she said. "Boy love? As in Gay love? I'd love that actually!" I said. "Great I'll message them back right now. See you tomorrow" Sae said as I left the trailer. I got on my bike and revved the engine as my fans screamed. Then I took off and sped through Bangkok streets. Once I got home I quickly showered and slept.

The next morning Sae arrived at my apartment around 3 am for our flight at 4:30. I quickly got up showered again then cranked my bike up once more. I handed my suitcase to Sae to put in her car and away we went to the airport. I drove my bike around to the loading bay so they could load it up. Afterwards I entered the Airport with Sae and I was immediately swarmed with fans. Sae did her best to shield me from them as we walked to our gate. Then security stepped in to stop them. I blew kisses to my fans and waved before the call to board sounded. Sae and I boarded our flight in first class since PD Tanna put us there. Along the way back home my heart was racing at the thought of possibly seeing Lee again. It was enough to bring a smile to my face.