mommy issues core

no woman no cry

no woman no cry - xavier rudd
wanda maximoff
y/ns age 15

not proof read

y/n pov
"FOR THE FAMILY HUH. NO ITS NEVER FOR THE FAMILY ITS FOR YOU AND ONLY YOU. DO YOUR WASHING, MAKE YOUR  BED. ITS NEVER HELPING ANYONE ELSE, I DO MORE AROUND HERE THAN YOU DO"

"HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT. I PUT A ROOF OVER YOUR HEAD. FOOD ON YOUR PLATE" she tried to counter argue.

"YOU DONT EVEN COOK, i get home from the internship. or from school and cook for everyone. then i clean then i do my homework. while you sit on your phone or go out with your friends" i stopped yelling. there was no point. i'm over it.

"get out, you can live on the streets for all i care. maybe it will teach you a lesson to appreciate how much i do for you" she didn't back down shoving me towards the front door.

i left gladly which i don't think she was expecting.  i walked down the street before turning a corner and starting to run.

i needed to clear my head.

i was running on this back path near the avengers compound. i could see the lights on in the living quarters. this made me realize i must have run over 4 k's which isnt alot but i rarely run long distances.

"you coming inside? or are you just going to stare at my building" natasha said scaring me. her headlights flashed as she locked her car and walked towards the entrance. the spy turned around at the door waiting for me. 

i walked in and we stepped into the elevator together. i was trying to hide how much i was heaving but i needed the air back into my lungs. my legs were trembling and i just needed to lie on the floor. 

we stepped out and nat walked in front of me. "picked up a stray on my way in" she said taking an apple from the basket as the avengers all turned to me.  im wishing i didnt come in. i was sweating and i knew my face was all red. 

"ill just get some water then ill go" i said walking to the kitchen as wanda got up. 

"what are you doing out so late missy?" she asked and i shrugged. 

"needed to clear my head" i answered quickly. and it had worked. however now that i had stopped i was getting annoyed again. i know my mother and i will go back to our usual tolerance towards each other soon enough but we keep arguing more and more now. 

"from what" "doesnt matter" i shrugged and she gave me a look. 

"you know im always here if you need to talk?" she said and i nodded. "you may be tonys intern but you're apart of our family now" i nodded again tearing up a little. i looked up to the ceiling wiping my hands on my clothes. 

"i better get going" i sighed 

"its already 8pm its not safe, do you want me to drive you home" the witch offered but i shook my head politely declining. 

"ill be okay really, i need to run" i also didnt know where i could stay tonight. i saw her eyes flash red and i stepped back from her. "goodbye" 

"no y/n i didnt mean to, wait" she ran after me. "why cant you go home?"

"its none of your business, you shouldnt have done that" 

"no i shouldn't have, but i can't control it when your emotions are this big. please talk to me" she grabbed my shoulder and pulled me out of the elevator, the second i made eye contact i broke down in tears. 

"hey its okay, its okay honey" wanda wrapped her arms around me, i tried to stop. i just couldnt do it. the tears were flowing freely down my face. 

"im sorry" i forced myself to pull away from her hug. she kept me at arms reach her hands on my cheeks. 

"why don't you stay the night? are you hungry? have you had dinner? are you cold? do you need anything?" she grilled me with questions, i couldnt help but laugh. sniffling and wiping my tears i smiled at her. 

"i really dont want to be a bother" she just shook her head. 

"no your never a bother, come with me upstairs ill get you some pajamas and make you something to eat yeah?" i nodded taking her hand as we stood in the elevator. 

going up a floor we got to a different level where there was a smaller kitchen, im assuming some bedrooms too, and a lounge area. ive never been up to the living quarters before. only the main area for some dinners or just hanging out for a bit. 

wanda lead me to her bedroom and i could tell by the little crown she wears as the scarlet witch hung on the door. her room was very homey and her. she was still holding my hand as she pulled me over to her drawers. 

"you grab anything you want, do you like pasta?" i nodded thanking her again and she smiled tucking some of my hair behind my ear. 

i got changed in her bedroom, folding my clothes and leaving them neatly on her chair. her pyjamas were a bit big but they smelled like her. cautiously i stepped back out to the hallway and could already smell the dinner cooking. 

my stomach growled in response as i made it back to the kitchen. "my mum kicked me out" i told her honestly. there was no point in hiding anything. becuase anything she wanted to know she could find out in two seconds. 

"why would she do that, where did she expect you to go?"

"she said i could sleep on the streets for all she cares and i dont know i stood up for myself and argued back for once. its fine she will be over it by tomorrow" i could feel her staring at me. "what?"

"you dont deserve that" she said softly. i just shrugged. "whats it like at home?" she asked me continuing to cook dinner as to not pressure me to answer.

we talked for maybe an hour, i ate my dinner and she let me sleep in her room. i was exhausted after today. "goodnight honey, ill be in nats room if you need anything" she again tucked some hair behind my ear and kissed my forehead. 

"goodnight" 

a/n 

writing in the mcu makes me want to continue my wrong number books now. reality is so boring.