The Dark Cage

The Scary Childhood

Girl Pov

I don't remember fully much about my childhood but the only thing I remember is that I was alone
My father and mother used to argue a lot Sometimes in anger father used to raise hand on mother
My mother used to not give me any time
I never wanted to spend time with dad cause I felt something I can't explain around him...
I urged to have a little brother I asked God for ittt!!!!
My biggest mistake so far....
My brother came in this world
I realised that my parents didn't had time for me was not the problem actually they didn't wanted to give me the time
I was 3 when I was told that I am elder I didn't even didn't knew how to properly speak when I was given the responsibility of my younger brother

The child inside me lost somewhere

I started to do crazy stuffs to get my parents attention by making them laugh
Then I started for other PPL also I tried my best to make them feel good
Cause I thought that making other feel good can also make u feel good

But..........
That wasn't the truth u come up with a life where u forgot to be selfish
To care about urself
U forget urself fullyy!!!!

I started to eat it started to give me a temporary happiness but I liked it
Now my family was concerned about my weight I was told to eat less in a teasing way {They still make my fun that I don't know how much I need to eat, I can't keep care of myself}

A 5 year old child started to thing that everyone is same I started to face problems in making friends I heard that when u r a kid becoming friends is easy but that's not true
Not for me
I was odd one out I was not one of them...
I left my kindergarden and pre primary school
I was happy I thought everything will get alright since 1st standard has comed
It took two years to take admission in school because of my tall height