The Dark Ages Vol.3 The End Is Near? [Formerly "Blaring Thoughts"]

Crushing

My soul doesn't feel the same. I feel drained and weighed. Like something pulling me down and sucking my soul all at the same time. I can't gain control and tighten the reins. I can't think

straight. I'm broken and beat, bleeding fading in and out off conscienceness. I know it's just 5 more days. I know I have to hold on for 5 more days, but I don't know if I can do it. I might not make it

out alive. Either the tunnel will eat me alive, or I'll splatter my blood on the walls. These demons they haunt me mentally and physically. I can't escape them. It was easier when I had to face

my own nightmares. Even though I know everything will end soon, I'm struggling to fight off the ones who can actually harm me. I thought I picked the better option of the two, but it seems I

just added more to the list of things I'm running away from. One will eventually fade away while the other will still haunt me. I have time to face the ones I'm stuck with, but not enough

health to deal with ones killing me. Every day, I walk into that battfield, expecting things to change, waiting for it to end. Conditions never improve, but the days get shorter, and the hours grow

longer the closer I get to the end. I've been pushing through the pressure this whole time, and now it's starting to get to me, slowly crushing me, breaking every bone until I can't crawl no more.

I'm trying, I'm really trying, but I'm afraid I can't do it this time. I know I'm so close. I know dying is not an option, but all I ask is for something to ease the pain so I can keep going.

Help me.