Rindō Haitani feeling a 𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠 feeling for you, a fashion model, corrupted by society. He started looking out for you in an 𝑢𝑛ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ𝑦 way. He started killing people who harmed you or even people who made you uncomfortable. Even go...
Rindō grabbed your hair, dragging you down the basement before shoving you inside. Before you can even get to the door and escape, he already closed it in front of you.
You pound on the door, asking for forgiveness and shouting for pleas while Rindō listened on the other side. His head is placed on the door, eyes tearing up. He doesn't want this, but he doesn't have a choice.
To keep you by himself, he needs to discipline her. "𝐆𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞! 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞!"
"𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲." He cried before turning his heal and went back to his room. He cried himself to sleep that time while you stayed inside the basement. It was dim, barely any light illuminate the room.
You can hear some rats walking around you. You hugged yourself, forcing yourself to keep it up. Keep yourself up. You couldn't sleep.
You felt like going insane inside the basement. A lot of noise was heard all around you. Dripping water, sound of rats, and knocking. You feel like you're near to losing yourself.
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You didn't know how you fell asleep last night. The moment you woke up, you found yourself back in your room. Food already placed on your bedside table with a note.
You didn't eat the food he left for you. You already learned your lesson from last night, but you thought that it's better to die on your own desires than be with the killer you trusted before.
Rindō saw your loss of appetite. He has eyes all over the house. Even in your room.
You lie on the bed. Closing your eyes to keep your kind off things you don't want to remember for the rest of your life.
You didn't track the time when Rindō arrived home. "𝐈'𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞." He mumbled and walked towards your room after taking off his shoes.
He peeked inside and saw you sleeping. He sighed, running a hand through his hair as he shook his head. Rindō walked to his room, opening the door. He entered the room.
He sat down on the bed, frustrated of your behaviour. '𝑆ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝐼 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛?' He asked himself, falling his back to the bed, looking up the ceiling.
He's battling with himself whether to force you on drugs to keep you obedient or let you have the disciplines he'll do to you. He sat up from the bed after a few minutes and stood up.
Rindō opened the door and walked out of his room. His steps are echoing as he makes his way to your door. He peeked inside and saw you sitting on the bed.
He walked inside. "𝐘/𝐧, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝?" He asked, his voice becoming hard in frustration. "𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠."
"𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭." Rindō step forward, which made you step backwards.
"𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐬."
"𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝." You added.
"𝐈'𝐦 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞."
"𝐃𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩!" You shouted at him.
𝑆𝑙𝑎𝑝!
You were stunned, feeling the sting of his palm hitting your cheek. It feels hot, burning for a while.
"𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝐁𝐞 𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨." He said before turning away. His voice held a warning. Once disobeyed, you'll get a punishment.
You were left inside the room. Not knowing what to do.
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Days turn into weeks, and weeks turn into months. You keep yourself inside the room. Finding peace with your head. Rindō continues going out at some hours of the day and mostly at night. You don't know what he was doing, not like you also care.
Rindō still throws you to the basement floor, keeping you there when you disobey even a small bit of his instructions. You started to doubt if he's still the Rindō you knew.
It feels like he's not. He's losing himself. He started being aggressive to you. And you started losing yourself from that urgency inside your mind, telling you to end it. Of course, you didn't do it.
You just can't.
Like other days, you're stuck inside the basement floor. Looking at the door blankly. As if waiting for death to arrive. But—to your dismay, he didn't come. Instead, Rindō opened the door.
He looked at you as you casually stood up.
"𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐧𝐨𝐰." You told him before he could say anything. You walk past him. He turned and looked at your figure who's walking away. He sighed. "𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐦 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠?" He asked, head bumping the wall. '𝐼 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟.' He closed his eyes.
'𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜.' He sighed.
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