Pregnant with Jack Johnson's baby

Chapter 10:

                 *2 months later*

                       *about 3 months pregnant*

               *also November/thanksgiving*

    After I told Jack that he was upset I didn't tell him right away but he was happy that he would have a child. I was scared, I didn't know what to expect. Shiz I wasn't good with cramps and this is 10 times worse. I told only my mom, dad, and my friends (nate, lizzy, and romero) already knew. Jack told his mom, dad, and gilinsky. They were all sworn to secrecy. We haven't really thought about the fans. I would want to tell them but I didn't want to get hurt and I didn't want Johnson to go through it either. Maybe we will just not say anything and give out clues. I still have 6 months until I give birth, and 2 months till we find out the gender. 

       Today the Jacks and I were all going to Omaha to go have Thanksgiving with the fam. I agreed to go over with Jack to his parents house then after we would go over to my house since they did it really late as well. When we touched down in Omaha we asked Sammy to come get us because he was already out here. We went over to Jack's parents house and they welcomed us. His whole Family was here and I was nervous. I was probably the only one nervous since Jack wanted to tell everyone tonight at dinner. The whole time Jack held my hand. Jennifer kept smiling. Since I texted her updates all the time and check on her she already knew. We all sat down and got our plates. Jack served me. "what a gentlemen thanks baby" i said and kissed his cheek. He just smiled and got his plate. While everyone was eating we all cracked jokes, that's what I loved about this family. My family was quite and never really talked.

     They were all laughing then it went silent. Then Jack blurted out "Marisa's pregnant". His grandma turned to me and smiled. His brother literally almost choked on his food. Then it was silent again. Then jacks brother spoke up "congrats lil bro" he said and came to give us hugs. I heard Jennifer squeal she was happy that she was gonna be a grandma again(i think).
    After that we went over to my house. WE walked in and saw my older brother watching some old football game with a beer in his hand. My younger 8 year old brother was laughing at the dog running around. We walked in the kitchen and I saw everyone. My grandad, my nana, my other grandpa, my other grandma, my three aunts, my 2 uncles, and their children. my cousin Kelea is 16 a little younger then me, my other cousin Noah 19 year older, my other cousin Moses was 15 this year, my cousin Evan was 21 this year, my cousin Brandon who was 11, and last but not least my other cousin Aaron who is 8 years old. I had a huge family. I was surprised they all came this year. When I told my mom we were going to announce it she probably sent out all the invitations. 

      We gathered around the adults table and did prayer. Then everyone who was 16 had to go to the kids table. My mom must have extended the table. We all started eating and talking about college and jobs and stuff like that. It was quite boring and I kinda wanted to go back to Jack's house with his fun family. I mean my family only got fun once they were drunk. 

    "so Mari are you still going to Point Loma"my uncle asks.

   "well I don't know i mean the baby will need attention" as soon as that came out of my mouth they all paused and looked at me. My brother giving Jack the death glare. My grandparents had a smile and so did my aunts. Then my uncles and cousins were mad. Lets put it this was, All the boys were mad but then the girls were happy. My dad just sat there because he didn't want to say anything. 

  "Marisa really, you of anyone here"my brother said. That hurt me. It felt like someone just ripped off the most sticky bandaid. 

   "Jack are you even ready to deal with this especially with all this touring stuff Mari talks about"my uncle states.

   "Marisa you will be the god damn first, you disappointed me" my brother said.   "I just cant even talk right now"my other uncle said.

  "Neither can either, my sister. The one I thought was innocent turned out to be different"he said. That's when the tears came. My brother and Uncles let me down today. I just grabbed Jacks hand and lead him out the door. Jack just got in and didn't start the car yet. I was in tears and just full on sobbing. Jack grabbed my chin and made me look at him. He pulled his face in and kissed away my tears. I just sat there until we left. How the hell did I get this lucky? I don't deserve this wonderful boy next to me.