Lovers of the music (josh franceschi)

Chapter 2

After josh and I talked I went down stairs to see Lisa sitting by herself and she looked scared "hey Lisa you okay" no answer she just handed me a pregnancy test oh shit was all that I could say I looked at it again than I heard someone say oh shit what I turn around and instantly put it behind my back and Lisa shoots up
Alex p.o.v
I heard Ashley say oh shit so I asked oh shit what than I see Lisa jump up and Ashley turn around and put something behind her back now I want to know what's going on "Ashley what's behind your back" I saw she was nervous "a pregnancy test" she blurts out "what the fuck dude" Lisa says Ashley looks down at your feet "umm who test is that let me see" Ashley handed me the test it was positive "Ashlynn Ashton gaskarth this sure as hell better not be yours" I screamed than all the guys came in including josh "lex it's not hers it's mine okay Alex I am pregnant" Lisa said I looked at Ashley and she looked pissed she shoved past me and Lisa told me to leave her until she calms down and she told me it wasn't right blaming her for that because in a girls eye that just another way of being called a whore now I feel bad I turned around and saw josh missing "yo where's josh" jack chuckled "going to fix your problem Alex" I rolled my eyes and flipped the bird to him and I walked out side and heard Ashley talking "everyone just guess that every thing bad that happens in this stupid world is my fault my parents think I'm a complete fuck up fuck Alex thinks I'm a whore like I've never not once brought a guy home besides you josh I've only been in two relationship my whole life you and some asshat from high school prom" she spoke while crying fuck than josh spoke up "love there is nothing wrong with you your not a fuck up your not a whore okay confession time I was 19 when your band came out and I thought wow I have to have her someday I want her to be mine I don't mean a sex kind of way no I mean like a I'm going to date her so hard than I'm going to marry the shit out of ya kind of way so ever since I was 19 years old I was in love with you" I heard Ashley giggle I cleared my throat I can't tell if I'm pissed at her for dating josh or pissed that she didn't tell me she glanced at me "what do you want Alex "an explanation" she rolled her eyes "I don't owe you shit Alex she stood up and walked into the house and I followed her screaming at her and every one in the house was staring and Lisa was mad as hell "really oh miss.I can do what ever I want and not care about my older would think" she stomped up stairs and I followed her we went to her room "you know what Alex I'm done with feeling like complete shit okay I finally feel okay and mr.im famous so I can boss my famous sister around you sir can fuck off I've never felt this way every" I fake laughed and she pack all her shit "well Ashlynn Ashton gaskarth have you told mr. perfect your little secret not the Tom one the one where you tried to kill your self were you took to many pill and slit your wrists if it wasn't for me would be dead" she stop what she was doing "maybe you should have just left me Alex you would be happy mum dad would be happy" she said so softly there were tears in her eyes and she pushed past me with her bags and walked out the door and josh follows her and I fall to the floor and I start crying because I shouldn't have said those things to her I couldn't stop Lisa sat in front of me "go ahead tell me how much of a shit brother I am how I just broke the only family I have left"
Lisa p.o.v
Jack just left Ashley and josh left an hour ago and Alex was still crying "look Alex what you said to her was not okay you knew how she gets when you bring that you broke her now all she has is josh and that is not okay you will get off your ass tomorrow morning let her cool down tonight I will take you to Josh's place and you will make it up to her"
He shakes his head yes and he gets up and goes up stairs while still crying
Josh p.o.v
I held Ashley as she cried why didn't she tell me she was suicidal was it just to hard for her so I held her until she stop crying "I'm sorry Josh*hicup*" I kissed her head "I love you so much baby girl trust me you are my everything I never want to lose you ever we both held each other and fell asleep