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Listen to while reading: Tough Love - Jessie Ware

Tick tock, tick tock. Sighs and growls. Inpatient students waiting for the bell to ring. I had always thought that everyone would whisper "summer, summer, summer" but i guess thats just in High School Musical. Always been disappointed of that. The teacher kept teaching and i just couldn't pay anymore attention. It was boring, he was boring, this whole school was boring.

Mr.Coleman our math teacher wanted us to pair. Everybody turned around to the person that they were sitting next to and in my case this was Alex. I've always thought that he's a very good looking guy. Blonde hair, blue eyes, good looking body because of course he was an athlete. I've never really spoken to him but now i finally got the chance.

I turned around and placed my books on his desk, gosh i was nervous. "Hi" i gave him a small smile. He frowned his eyebrows and looked at me as if i was some weirdo he'd never seen before. "You can just turn around again" he spat and i looked at him surprised. What the hell? I was really taken back by his words but did as he said.

I placed my book on my desk again and began to just read through the homeworks we got. "Hey you" i heard a voice say. I turned around and looked at Alex confused. "You took my pen" i looked on my desk to see his pen laying there besides mine. I scoffed and felt myself get more frustrated.

I turned around again and faced him, trying to get my confident out. "What is wrong with you? There's no good reason you cant work with me" he looked at me with his same face expression, showing me that he didnt really care. He just sat there before he spoke up. "Why are you talking to me? What do you even want?" He asked annoyed. Oh my gosh. I rolled my eyes and got back to my place.
Pushing my books in my bag before i quickly got out of my seat and exited the classrom.

I wasnt really suprised by his attitude. Boys had always behaved like this around me. I got along with the geeks though. I wasn't popular at all, in fact i was the girl that boys felt uncomfortable talking to, dont really know why...

Mr.Coleman tried to stop me but i ignored him. Who understood what he had to say anyway? I closed the door harshly before exiting the school. I had this sickening feeling in my stomach. I felt sad. Everyday after school i had this sad feeling. All of my friends had boyfriends and i didnt feel like hanging with them when they were all together, even if they insisted. I told myself that people liked me even if i knew deep inside me that it wasnt true. What did i ever do?

"April!" Someone yelled making me turn around to the the school again. Emily came running towards me. I sighed just wanting to leave. The brunette gave me a worried look. She didnt have any problems at school at all because she looked like a goddamn Victoria's Secret model. "I dont wanna talk about it Em" she sighed rolling her eyes. I scoffed turning around not bother to listen to the bible she was just about to tell.
"Hey, listen to me. Im not gonna tell you to just not care because i would too but theres a party tonight" she smiled. It was the last day of school before the vacation and the popular always hosted this huge party somewhere.
I bit my lip not sure what to say. Did i want to? No. But like everybody said; i needed to be social, no matter how much i just wanted to stay home and watch modern family. Gosh i loved that program.

"Before you say anything, theres this really awesome business man thats gonna throw the party since he had something to do with the school last year or something. So it'll be extra awesome!" You could see the excitement all over her face and i didn't wanna spoil that. "Fine, i'll come if you borrow me a dress" she smirked. "Sure thing girl, i'll come around two maybe three hours before and we'll get ready together" i nodded and faked a smile. Guess i just had to cut Netflix today then.

We said our goodbyes and i was soon home in my bed. Ignoring my mom on the phone downstairs. She soon enough came up into my room.

"A party huh?" She smiled. Wow, rumours spread fast in this city. She was even more excited than me. I didn't blame her though. Her life was boring as hell. "Excited?" She squirmed. I faked a smile and nodded. "We have to pick out a dress!" Oh gosh. "Emily is coming over and im borrowing one of hers" i said. She looked at me and sighed. "This is good for you! You cant sit inside your room all day. This is what teenagers do" she smiled and i just nodded my head, trying to make her leave me alone.

"Wake up!" I felt someone shaking my whole body. Oh my god, just leave me alone already. "I'll get water, seriously" It was Emily. She was already here. I sat up in my bed. Did i fell asleep? I was so freaking tired. "Sorry i must have fallen asleep" i yawned and she chuckled.

She pulled out beautiful black tight dress from her bag and gave it to me. "Go change and put some perfume on, you stink" i rolled my eyes before walking into my bathroom. It was tight, it really was but when i looked myself in the mirror i felt myself smiling a little. My body wasnt perfect, nobody was perfect or thats what Hannah Montana said but i believed it. I wasn't the skinniest but i got curves and was happy with my body the way it was. My ass and my boobs was a little to small for what i liked but it was okay.
I hate how people would tell me what the perfect body was. I thought everybody looked perfect in their own way, and theres nothing wrong with being skinny either.

I walked into my room again and Emily looked at me with big eyes. "You look like a girl" she gasped. I laughed a little, she was so overdramatic. "Lets fix your makeup!" She smiled before adding foundation to my face.

We were later ready to go and i felt nauseous. "I- i dont know how i feel about this Em" i sighed. She looked at me worried and sighed. "Hey look at me, it will be different this time. That rich company is hosting the party it will be alot more different" she gave me a small smile and i nodded. My mom needed to take some pictures of course and then we finally got to leave.

Gosh this was going to be a hell of a night. I wasnt a bit excited at all.
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Hello! Hope you all liked the first part of my story :) Sorry if there's any grammar mistakes, im Norwegian but i'll try my best! Thank you for reading!

-Maja xx

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