Mr.Styles

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People are different. There are all types of different persons in this world, it would get boring if we were all the same. But theres a difference between acting different and being different. I made that mistake in my life. I went way out of line last night, and i almost ended up dead. Or at least thats what i thought. I need to stop trying to be someone else just because i want people to like me. I need to accept that this is me, and this is who i'm always going to be. Its okay to push limits, i'm all for it. But when it comes to putting your life at risk like i did last night, its not cool anymore. Here i am, thinking about me and my life. Being all poetical and trying to sound like the responsible person i wish i was.

I opened my eyes, staring at the ceiling. I sat up in the bed, feeling like shit. Ugh. I've never felt so shitty my entire life, or that could be discussed... I yawned and forced my body to get out of bed, no matter how much i just wanted to chill in it all day. Where the heck was Harry?

I entered the kitchen, and the smell of freshly cooked bacon and eggs filled my nose. I swear to god, he's my favorite person in the world right now. I sat down on one of the bar chairs and watched his bare torso moving with his body while he cooked. He had his earplugs in so he hadn't recognized me yet. All fine by me, just enjoying the view. "Enjoying the view darling?" His eyes looked at me with a little grin, knowing he just busted me. Heh. "Yeah, the eggs looks delicious" i giggled. He put it all on our plates and sat down with me. There were to pills laying on my plate besides my eggs and bacon. "Eat them, you'll need them to get through the day" He said looking at the pills before taking a sip from his orange juice. I nervously played a little with my fingers as i felt so embarrassed and ashamed of what had happened. "You shouldn't put yourself at risk like you did last night" He looked at me with, his eyebrows frowning. I swallowed the pills and looked down at my plate. "Yeah... i know" He sighed and came closer to my face. As i thought he was going to kiss me, he grabbed one of my bacon and ate it right in front of my face. "Oh thanks, tha-thats really nice of you" I said sarcastically. He cleaned up in the kitchen, before he took his phone with him and was about to leave me."Im taking a shower, i've got clothes for you, Georgia will find them" I raised my eyebrows while chewing on my toast. "Georgia?" i asked confused. He nodded. "Yeah she's the housekeeper" I mouthed an 'oh'. "Of course you have a housekeeper" i mumbled while eating my food. "What was that?" He looked at me with raised eyebrows. "Oh nothing" i gave him a quick smile. He looked at me like he was doubting something, but seemed to shook it off and went to take the shower.

I quickly finished the breakfast, still feeling very ashamed of how i decided to let myself get so wasted. I caused a mess... or really it was Jamie who caused it. I needed to talk to him. After drinking my orange juice, i quickly went to one of the bathrooms and decided to call him. But when my fingertips were scrolling down for his number, i started to think. Was it necessary to call him? There werent anything to talk about, he did what he did to me and it was a terrible thing to do. Nor do i think what he planned after the drugging was gonna be any less terrible. I went to my facebook and found his profile before unfriending him. I did the same on snapchat, and also deleted his number. I dont need such negative people in my life. "April?" i heard a light female voice call from the livingroom. That must be Georgia, wonder what she looked like. I exit the bathroom, fixed my hair and tried to hide the hangover. "Ah you must be April!" a middel-age woman, or a woman in her 50-60's raised her hands excited. Oh here comes the hug. "Its so nice to meet you, Mr.Styles has told me lots of good stuff about you" She said while squizing the guts out of me. "Hi really nice to meet you Georgia" i smiled. Her positive energy was glowing, that made me smile. We need more of those people in this world. "I'll be right back with your clothes" she smiled laying her hand on my shoulder for a minute, before disappearing.

"All dressed?" Harry arrived the livingroom dressed in a black suit, struggling a bit with the tie. "You dont know how to do it, do you?" i chuckled while nipping my glass with orange juice. He raised his hand guilty. "Its harder than it looks" he tried to convince me making me laugh. His face lighten up, and a huge smile came across his face. "I love it when you laugh" He sat down besides me in the couch. I was laying so i swinged my legs upon his lap. He rested one of his arms on the top of the couch while the other hand was stroking my legs. "I havent shaved, sorry" i laughed a bit embarrassed at how hairy they probably were. His eyes widened and his mouth wide open. "April, are you telling me you got hair on your legs?!" he joked. I couldnt help but laugh. His head went down to my legs, his eyes looking for hair. "Oh my" he looked at me with the same face while pointing to my leg, looking at it before looking at me again. "Theres barely any hair there and you're freaking out" he said a bit suprised. "Yeah..." i chuckled looking at my too pale legs. "Even if you had more hair than me, i would still adore you" he smiled and i could feel my face heathen up. "Im making you blush baby?" he chuckled smiling before bending his head towards my face. "You're beautiful and you deserve to hear it everyday" he kissed my nose gently before giving me a quick kisses all over the face. "Harry you're drooling all over me!" i laughed while trying to get away. He laid on top of me and held a tight grip around my arms. "No escaping baby" he grinned while placing kisses all over me. This was heaven, he was the one and i knew it. It was these moments that made me fall more and more in love with him.  His lips went down to my neck but ended up at my face again and just  when things were heating up, he gave me a quick kiss on the lips before pulling away. Letting out a sigh and running his hand through his thick curly hair. "I gotta go to work baby" i groaned. I really wanted us to just hang out together. Then i got an idea. "Maybe i could join you?" i smirked. He raised his eyebrows. "Yeah, i guess you could. Im afraid you'll get bored tho" he said scratching the back of his head. "As long as you're there, my day is complete" i giggled biting my lip. He chuckled putting his hands in the pockets of his black suit pants. Raising one eyebrow, smirking. "All right then, get dressed babygirl"
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