Mr.Styles

10

Song: High for this - The Weeknd

I smiled to myself as i breathed out. I was tired but at the same time i didn't wanna sleep. We were in Paris and i don't travel a lot so there were no time to waste. I sat up from the very big bed and yawned before looking over to Harry who where laying right next to me with his head resting on his hand as he scrolled down on his phone. Nothing but a serious expression on his face. He looked so good. The suit jacket was gone and the shirt was tight on his body. I just enjoyed my view before my phone buzzed, ruining everything. A new message from mom..

"How's the hotel?? love you xxx"

I rolled my eyes and giggled of her use of emojies. She could sometimes overreact a little with the hearts and all that, sometimes even flowers. Hah. I replied back that i loved it but decided to keep it shut about the rooms, i don't think she would like the thought of me sharing room with someone who's a few years older than me. It was different to be on a holiday with a boy - a man. I never got attention from boys and I'm not overreacting. I started to wonder for a while if there was something wrong with me, I'm 16 and i've never even flirted with a boy and here i am. I am so unexperienced that almost everything can go wrong.

I felt so shy just sitting here, everything was so quiet. The only sounds where Harry's heavy breaths. I decided to go to the bathroom to change to my pj's that were a pink shorts and a matching tank top. I looked into the mirror and study my body as i sighed. stretch marks and you could see my belly was sticking out a little from the tank top. It was tragic how society made us think, how it could decide what "perfect" was and how much it teared people apart. I brushed my teeth and made a small bun of my blonde hair. Eww i needed to take a shower soon, my hair was a mess. I washed and rinsed my belly piercing that i got two weeks ago, i was so happy with it.

I finished and unlocked the door before opening it. My body jumped as a tall figure was standing infront of me. The light was dimmed and the atmosphere was hot. I looked at his face and noticed his smirk, his eyes filled with lust and confident. His shirt was opened and his tattoos were showing. My breath became heavier as he took small steps towards me.

I felt my back hitting the door and i gasped. Two hands were pressed against the wall on both sides of me, it all seemed so carefully before he suddenly pressed me against the wall harder and placed his head in my neck. But he wasn't doing anything. His strong arms took mine and pressed them against the wall over my head. I closed my eyes and breathed heavy as i felt his breath on my neck, i wanted his lips on me now. My body was going crazy. His warm breath exploring my neck and upper chest. "Smells so good" he murmured. My body tingles and my arms are filled with goosebumps as he whisperes into my ear. He was driving me crazy. He slammed my arms against the wall over my head and i looked at him shocked as he looked me straight into the eyes smirking. They were dark, darker than the night.

He roughly slammed me on the bed and crawled on top of me before smashing his lips on my neck, kissing and leaving hickeys hungrily all over it. Oh god, i needed a scarf tomorrow. I loved this. It felt so amazingly good. The way he made me feel was amazing, i never wanted him to stop. I let out a little moan and he moved his lips up to chin and leaved kisses till the corner of my mouth - teasing me the most, and as i was about to kiss him properly he stopped. No freaking way. I breathed heavy as i looked at him a little nervous but confused.

He got off me and stood up before buttoning his shirt and fixing his tie. He turned around and looked at me serious like nothing had happened. "Get dressed, we're going out."

"Do you like it?" i slowly nodded my head and took the last piece of the beef that was on my plate. Harry hadn't said a word about what happened and I'm starting to get very confused, i needed to ask him. "Harry, w-what exactly happened earlier today?" i stared at my plate while waiting for an answer, i felt so uncomfortable asking this but it was good to get out of its own zone. It gave me more confidence. He drank a sip from his wine and lent back into the chair, crossing his arms. God damn, was it that hard to answer a question? I raised my eyebrows and showed him that i wanted an answer, getting slightly irritated. "I teased you" he smirked and i rolled my eyes.

"I know that, but why?" i asked confused. I really hoped he would tell me he liked me but i guess this is just not my lucky day. "April, i teased you because you wanted to" i was about to speak up before he signalized that he was gonna continue. "Why? because you were desperate darling" he chuckled. What the hell? "I could smell it, see it. It was really obvious" He smirked before taking the glass of wine up to his lips. "Why would you give me fake expectations?" i felt disappointed and used. "You're so innocent, fragile and unexperienced. I gave you a taste of what it feels like" He looked at me like i should thank him for doing something for me. "Uhm can we just pay and get back? i-im very tired?" i said with a weak smile and he nodded with no expression on his face. "You can't like me April" he breathed. I froze staring cold in the air. "Good thing i dont then"

I really just wanted to get back to the hotel and just go to bed. I felt embarrassed and i just wanted to forget what happened. But i just couldn't.

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Geez im tired