Mr.Styles

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Song: Sia - Breathe me

The night were going so well and just when we were about to leave, hell broke out.

"Mr.Styles why do you use young girls like April?" "Why did you bring a girl at 16?" "You know what you're doing is illegal?" As the questions were flowing on us, we got into the limousine. Harry was mad, really mad. After his speech someone started picking on him and annoy him by saying that he was a manwhore and used young girls. But they didnt just start with him but me too. "Let me take you home baby girl" "slut" "Mr.Styles, how much for the girl?" It was absolutely terrifying that adult people were saying these things. They also said they would go to the police and report him for abusing girls underage. This was all insane... what a sick sick night.

I felt like i was about to cry after all the crap i was yelled at and i did. I bursted out in tears and buried my face in my hands as i didnt want Harry to see me all messy. I couldn't hold it back and i was now sobbing. "Shhh" i felt his strong hands wrap around my body bringing me into his chest. I put my face into his neck searching for comfort.

"Baby... I'm so sorry" His hands were stroking my back as he placed light kiss on my forehead. I just wanted to stay here in his grip forever. "They're sick bastards" Harry sighed annoyed. "I- Harry... I want us to be together" I looked him in the eyes. He just stared at me without saying anything before his hand was brought up to my cheek. His thumb wiping away my tears as he just looked at me like he was confused. Didn't he want me?

"Im sorry..." He sighed.

I squeezed my eyes again and tried to not sob. He didn't want to. Why didn't i see this coming? Who likes me? hah no one! Nobody ever liked you April stop being so damn stupid. I pulled his hand away from my face and looked away, hurt. "Stop the car" I told the driver but he didn't. "Stop the damn car!" i yelled. "April let's just talk about it" Harry growled. "Harry theres nothing to talk about, you fooled me" i pointed at the door. Without hesitating he opened the door before glancing at me. "I just don't do this... I'm truly sorry April" Then he left me and it was all over.

I sat in the bed on the hotel all alone. We changed rooms and i was lucky enough to get the suite but i didnt feel any happier. I was aching, my whole body hurt. The room he had kissed me in, touched me and cared for me. It was all bullshit. He fooled me and nothing more. Tears was dripping onto the white papers in my diary as i wrote. I felt used and hurt. I really thought we could be something but he didnt want to. I laughed as myself as i was sitting here missing him. What hurts the most is that i got feelings for him, strong feelings.

But they weren't returned...