Anidita ss/os

3.

At night anirudh comes home and directly goes to his room as he opens door there was all dark . He looks cluelessly and then turn on the lights. The room is decorated beautifully . He looked everything when door of bathroom opened and bondita comes outside in beautiful gown. For a neno of seconds anirudh was looking her all lost but then he removed his gaze from her and starts going from there . But bondita immediately comes to him and held his hand. She shy fully looked down fixing her hair behind ear with another hand.

Bon- wo..wo mei...kaisi lag rhi hu..actually..mera .,mtlb ..wo Mei ..ye dress..

Anirudh looked at her blankly then his hand which she was holding- zindgi toh barbad kr hi chuki ho atleast ab apna carrer to krab mat kro.. exam h na kal?

She looked him- ha .. or meri full preparation h or revision bhi kiya h ache se... toh wo ..mei soch rhi thi ki... I mean hum husband wife h ..kab tak aese chalega.. I don't like this silence between us.. so I want we spend some quality time together... isliye ye sab.. I mean ye arrangements or dinner ka socha maine or fir uske bad..

He cut her - fir suhagrat...

Bondita eyes widened- ye..kya bol..

He rubbed his eyes sighing then turned to her and said very calmly, " Dekho bondita I know tum wife ho meri mujh pr tumra haq h and I am not denying too but abhi sirf apne carrer pr focus kro ye sab kr liye jingdi padi h or jab sahi waqt aega tum har trah tyar ho jaogi toh mei tumhe ye haq bhi de duga pr abhi in sab me padne ki na tumri age h na sahi samy hmm? Jao exam ki tyari kr lo or agar man nhi h toh dinner krke aram kr lo you will feel so active tomorrow. "

Saying he left taking his clothes to washroom. Where bondita feels rejection or ignored once again . This time she felt insulted. What the heck he is thinking about her? Here she is doing everything to make him special to make him happy like before but he .. sayad kasam kha ke baithe h mere har efforts ki dhachiya udane ki.. her feeling for him is like immature for him. What he thinks that she needs him physically? Can't he once see that she needs him emotionally and heartily? Will she never get his love his support whole heartily? Tears of ignorance and rejection automatically flowing from her eyes.

Anirudh comes out and without glancing he left the room making her anger reach another level. She wiped her tear harshly.

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He comes at hall and looked at his parents seem like they r ready to go out.

Ani- kahi ja rhe ho ap dono?

Trilochan (his father)- haa beta mere dost ke ghar mata ki choki h wahi ja rhe h hum... tum or bahu khana kha lena or humra wait mat krna ho sake toh sayad hume waha rukna bhi pad sakta h .

Anirudh nods . And they left.

He sat at dining for dinner but suddenly breaking sounds of many things come to his ears. He looked upward to stairs at the direction of his room. Continuously breaking sounds r coming. Anirudh stand worriedly .

Here bondita in anger starts breaking everything and destroying all decoration of the room. Anirudh entered in room and near at his feet a vase break into pieces. He looked at bondita whose eyes have tears and all her kajal and eyes liner smudged badly . She then took the sheets of the bed angrily and throw at floor angrily.

Anirudh closed his eyes then opened saying calmly, " bhadas nikl gai ho toh niche chalke khana kha lo mai ye sab tab tak clear krwa deta hu"

Saying he was about to leave again but bondita angrily comes to him and hold him by color saying," kya!? Problem kya h apki? Sarafat se pyar se kuch bolti hu toh apko zehar hi kyu lagti h meri bat?... kyu bar bar apko ye dikhna hota h ki I am villan of your life....kyu ap bar bar aese behave krte ho jaise mujhse shadi krke apki zindgi barbad ho gai?.. then shouts... " Haaa... kiya maine apko force and blackmail to sign marriage papers.... so what?... ab kya life time aese muh banake meko wo bat yad dilani jaruri h apko?.... areyy andhe h kya ap? Apko meri ek galti dikhi... pr pyaar nhi dikhta apko ? Us dubmaa me kya h ? Usme aese kya dikh gya jo devdas heart break ashique jaise mayusi chai rhti h apke face pe us dubma se dur hone ke gam me... jaise koi mar gya ho or ap matam bana rhe h?... kya h ye sab? almost 2 month hone ko h shadi ko pr apka matam khatam hi nhi hota.... chahte kya h ap nhi boliye ye na jo zehar h use ugal dijiye aj.. jo ap ye silent treatment dete h or professor banke ghar pe bhi lamba chota lecture dete h na paresan ho gai hu ghutan si hoti h thak gai hu apke is raviye se...