The Shadows Of Longing

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Homeless
How pathetic am I feeling right now. Its like I've lost my home. My anchor is gone and now I'm drifting.
Why me?
Why always me?
Is it that bad if I get to live my life happily.
Am I that much cursed that I can't be at peace. My heart is in peaces, I can't breathe. I didn't know this day would come when I'll be this abandoned and lonely. Its so much suffocating here I can't bear anymore. I wanna die. Its so fucking hard to breathe without him. Why he has to do this. My world has vigorously shaken.
Taehyung was sitting in a dark room. Only dim moon light was piercing through minor gaps of the curtains.
A slight knock was heard and a small man with vibrant blue hair just walked in. His heart clenched to see this miserable state of Taehyung. Dark circles around eyes, messy clothes, this is not tae who used to be so bubbly and lively all the time. This tae looks like a ruined building, a lifeless frame, colorless rainbow. Why does love has to be this cruel?
"Tae", called the small man.
No response from the broken soul. "Tae my buddy pls say something. You've been like this since yesterday. Its worrisome please don't torture yourself. Life does not end here. You've....", "it did chim, it did. My life has been ended. There's nothing to live for. I can't keep it in. Please chim make it hurt less. There's so much pain. Pls I beg you do something", Tae broke in Jimin's embrace. He had been concealing his emotions for a very long time.
Jimin couldn't control his tears either. Its so hard for him to see his dearest friend dying in pain like this.
Fate always win no matter how much strong love is.
"Chim is this the end? If it's the end then why am I still alive. I want to end my fucking life too." Tae spoke in between sobs. Jimin couldn't say anything as there's nothing left to say.
12 years 12 fucking years aren't easy to forget in a blink of eye.
Time will heal this wound too.
But what if time fails to heal this? Will it be easier to live with this pain for the rest of life.