Still the Same?

chapter 1

Jaanvi pov

It was evening sea was looking so beautiful, but here I was in the balcony of his room, with wine in my hand I knew he will not come.
It's pretty funny to imagine that I thought that this marriage will work.
I leaned back and remembered how I fell in love with him, how my parents got know.
I was from the singhania family,they are  really big. My da,I mean my father is not my real father, it was my mother and his second marriage my biological father died even before I was born. When i was 2 and ritwik bhaai was 5. Mom dad got married. They have twins ahan and ahana. When I was 6 they were born.
Everything was pretty good,business family every thing was very good.
But then when i was 17, I met raghav, he is an orphan was trying to set a business. We fell in love but my family was against it.so eloped and got married when I was just 18 and he was 19.
My family broke ties with me, and I haven't talked to them since, except when mom......Anyways let's not go there. First 2 3 years were really tough as I was not used to stay in a 1 bhk house without ac. I didn't know how to cook how to clean, my hands would get burned ,my hands had become so rough at that time. But he was there with me he used to be very tired because it was the initial stage of business but he never said anything to me when food was burned or half cooked, he ate with a smile,or when the house or dishes were not properly clean instead we used to do dishes together even though he used to be tired after 3 years of hard work. He got success in business we shifted to a big villa with maids to do the work life was good, he used to tease me here and there. But after 5 years of marriage he changed I don't know how to explain but he..he changed coming home late going to business trips for 2 3 months without a single contact. Not talking like he used no more teasing no more any lovey dovey, his all focus was on his business. And his small company turned into a big empire and I became his trophy wife. We were ..oh we are the "power couple" of the business world. Whenever I used to try to make a conversation with him like old times either he was too tires to listen to my nonsense talks or there was business meetings. I was okay with this also because I loved him but he had changed, his priority was business and mine was him.
But 2 years back something happened which totally took my love and trust on him fade away.
Sighning,,
       I went to bed it was cold as usual, I took sleeping pills because without them I can't seem to have sleep on my side.
I know I am depressed I am taking medications for that but not going to any therapy, because it will bring unnecessary media attention and I don't want any outsider to know what is the truth behind my so called perfect happy life.
I was thinking when I drifted to sleep...

In the morning
I got up and I was late no one knows about my business no one mean no one..
I started it a year back it is a small business but profit is good.
When I was doing my breakfast, sunita aur househelp a sweet old lady went to open the door and then he walked in.
In a three piece suit,I was in my thoughts when he kissed my forehead and said good morning jaan, a nickname only he calls me,I just said good morning with a fake little smile. I don't know if he noticed or not but I have not called him by his nickname from the last 2 years, because of that incident but he is a busy man to notice all this. Anyways he got a call and went away, it's been 4 years since we have eaten together. I sighed and took my bag to leave but he stopped me and said where are you going , I took a deep breath and said socialite club, it was a club for socialite I hate going there but that's the only thing Billionaire's wife can do,because no one has the brains or guts to do anything else.

He said ohk then said to sunita that I am going he again kissed my forehead and left, I reached my office and got to work I have no friends except isha my assistant, and she is dating his assistant.
It is very difficult to hide everything  but I am managing it.
In the evening I received a call from Jai his assistant he told me that I and him have to go to a party
You are probably wondering why did theassistant called because he's busy in meetings.
Anyways I got ready and went to his office because again his meeting was going on he can't come to pick me up , I am habitual of all this now.
Anyways when I entered everyone got to pay me respect, I made my way to his office and took a seat, I was on my phone when he entered, he took steps in my direction and said let's go, I just nodded.
We arrived at the party, and all the media persons run to us with questions and camares.
Questions
Sir sir are you going make a deal with this that or whatever
Mam mam you didn't celebrated your anniversary from previous 2 Years any reasons?
And ....we went ahead so yaa we haven't celebrated anniversary in 2 years, even when he changed after 5 years of marriage we celebrated the aniversary, why because in anniversary party there are deals done. It's not an anniversary celebration it is more a business meeting which hee does and I just stand in corner being his trophy wife. It was not the case for the first 5 years yes when he got success we celebrated at a huge level like we do now but it was not aa business meeting, so the reason we haven't is because he had been to business trips, the with no contact.
Iand I am glad because I don't know after that incident I will able to handle all of that.