Still the Same?

chapter 2

Janvi pov

Once we were inside all attention was on us, business men wanted to talk to him and there wives wanted nothing but to be on my good books because ...well you know I am his wife.
For an hour I was just roaming with him as he talked to people I don't know.
Then I remembered when we used come to parties like this 4 years before things were so different.
He would just take me to the food corner, eat till we are full, then he used to go talk about business, now he doesn't even ask me if I had food or not. Nor that I care now, I did 2 years back ,  now I don't give a damm what he is doing.

I said excuse me, he was busy in talks and I moved to the bar counter, in these 2 years my capacity of handling alcohol has become so high that it can win Olympics. I had 2 drinks and then I sensed something, oh god, no no no my periods are here shit shit shit.
I practically ran to the washroom asked for a pad from a lady and she gave me one. And cramps started, I hold on the the wall for support, I have to back to the house.
I called the driver and said get the car ready in the front door.
I was about cross the door when I spotted him I quickly went to him and said I am going he said why I said I am not feeling well he okay.
When I was about sit in the car he also sat and said I need a important file.
I was leaning against the window trying to control my tears because of extremely cramps but I k ow this just the begning because after that incident, my body became very weak specially my womb and uterus.
Anyways we reached and I got into the room striped and lied down because of the pain my tears were now flowing freely..
I took the meds along with sleeping pills I know it will be bad for my body but I can't handle the pain,in the past I tried to and I ended up unconscious from the pain. Due to the meds I slept.

In the morning
I was just lying on the bed with hot water bottle on my stomach and staring at the ceiling, I recalled about how he used to take care of me when I was on my periods even though they were not as painful as they are now, he used to take off or work from home for 3 days.

Anyways I went to the hall and asked sunita aunty for pastries,chocolates and all kind of junk foods you can imagine.
Any ways till the night I was just watching TV and eating.

I took the bite of chocolate pastry, my mouth was open while watching TV and pastry in my hand. And all of a sudden he takes the bite from my pastry

I left that pastry, took another one and got up and said sunita anuty sir ke liye paani le aayiye.
He was drinking water when he said why are you eating all this you'll get fat. I ignored him returned to my room, took meds and slept.

Next morning sunita aunty told me that he has gone out for a weak for work, I said okay I am used to all this now, him not informing, not talking anyways now I also don't talk....aghhh whatever.
News was on when I heard the anchor saying
We have got the info that Mrs akshara singhaniya is in critical condition in hospital..and I froze I .. I didn't know what to do ..I called my isha and said find out what is happening after 3 hours she said jaanvi...she hesitated I screamed speak up god dammit she said Akshara singhaniya is dead!!