Broken

21

Kianas pov

It's been a couple months since I've seen everybody. I've been staying in a hotel for the longest and only people who've I told and came to see me was kobi and mazi.

I know it's weird since I Bearly know Mazi and Kobi was probably gonna tell everybody where I was but they're the ones that's actually helping me get my stuff together. My instagram and everything was deactivated since I kinda just wanted a little get away.

"Mora tell Mazi I said leave you alone" I chuckled as I set my phone up.

I was currently on the phone with Kamora , and Mazi and Mari kept ganging up on her and stuff sense she was the only girl

I kinda feel bad that I haven't spoken to Miyah since that day but it's just I'm going through a lot right now. Especially with my mental health and things like that.

I've decided to do the rest of school online which costed a good $250 but I didn't mind it.

I was thinking about moving to New York just to have more experiences with life and also that's where I wanna go to college at

"You spoke to your people yet?" I looked down at my phone and Mazi currently had it set up while he played the game.

Me and Mazi definitely gotten closer over the months and now he's just like a bestfriend. He's always there when I need him and shii like that

"Nah , ion think I'm going to" I shrugged grabbing my Mac book before going online looking at different flights

I knew I was in the wrong and it definitely felt like I was pushing everybody out , but I just felt like we've all created a bond together as a group and no matter how we look at it Deontae is always gonna be in that group. And I just don't wanna be around what's gonna trigger me.

"Lil baby, you need too. You can't be running away from yo problems. I gotta go to the shop though let me know when you actually up and out"

I knew he was right but I just can't stomach the thought about being around the baby mama

...

I was currently sitting at kobi's house with everybody here ,including Deon's new girlfriend

Everything was going smoothly and I didn't really have a problem with it which is surprising. Of course I'm hurt but I guess I'm just good at hiding it.

"Where you been Kiki?" Miyah asked sitting on my lap making me chuckle and rub her belly

I knew kobi didn't snitch and I really appreciated him for that

"I just been gone you know. Bugz been helping me get my shii together as far as my mental health and stuff like that , I just been laying low" I shrugged not really wanting to get into details.

I saw Deon mug me a little but I didn't mind, I don't understand why he's mad when he literally has a girlfriend and a baby on the way

"That's good , kam told me you and ole boy like besties now"

I laughed before standing up and stretching and then sat back down