Whispers of Forlorn

Chapter One

Chapter 1

Each day that passed the more longing that I feel. People seems to not understand what I feel.

Will I even be this lonely if it is so easy to move on?

Maybe they never experienced falling in love for real.

Because I fell in love and I think, he is the only man that I will ever love. It feels like just yesterday we fell in love. I still remember when I first met him. Who would've thought that we would end up dating.

"Cozette!" Sigaw ng kaklase ko para tawagin ang pansin ko.

"What?" Galit kong sabi.

We are not even that close but she is calling my name very aggressively, kaya ang pansin ng ibang tao ay nakukuha niya rin.

"Sungit! Ano section mo baka classmate tayo ulit." Sabi ni Ella. Ang maingay kong kaklase last school year.

Mag g-grade eight na kaming pareho ngayun at dahil bagong taon ay mag iiba nanaman ang section.

Naging groupmates kami sa isang subject last year pero sa tingin niya ay close na kami bigla. I actually kinda like her, she is pretty but she is so noisy.

One time I decided to eat with her in the cafeteria but she is so loud that people sitting near us is looking at our direction.

I hate attention the most so I always try to avoid being in the center of attraction but Ella on the other hand likes the attention.

I don't have a specific group of friends here in our school, kung sino ang gusto kong kasama ay doon ako sumasama.

"Cozette! We're classmates!" Tawag sa pansin ni Coleen sa akin.

Nasa loob na siya ng classroom at mukhang lumabas lang ito upang tawagin ako.

Isa si Coleen sa lagi kong sinasamahan. I like our group of friends. They are the quiet one and they seemed elegant, just like how I want my friends to be.

Tumango ako kay Coleen bilang senyales na nakuha ko ang gusto niyang ipahiwatig.

"Yun daw ang room ko." Sabi ko kay Ella.

"Ganun ba! Lapit tayo, let me check if I am also in that room." sabi ni Ella at hinala ang kamay ko kaya napasama ako sa lakad nito.

I don't like it when people touch me but since nahawakan na niya ako ay hinayaan ko na siyang hilain ako.

Tumayo kami sa tapat ng classroom upang tingnan ang pangalan niya.

I saw a glimpse of sadness in her eyes when she didn't see her name on the list.

"Oh no! We are not classmates." Sabi niya.

Nagkibit balikat nalang ako bilang sagot.

"But it's fine! Sabay tayo mag lunch minsan ha?!" Masigla niyang sabi.

"Let's see" sabi ko.

Ella is known as the bubbly girl, she is actually very sweet but sometimes I just feel like we have a very different personality that makes me feel like we're just not it.

Sumandal ako pader ng aming classroom dahil alam kong matatagalan nanaman sa pakikipag usap si Ella.

I don't have the guts to dismiss her. Kaya kailangan kong antayin na mag bell bago tuloyan mag paalam.

"How about today? Sabay tayo?" Sabi niya with her puppy eyes.

"Coleen texted me last night sabay daw kami." Sabi ko.