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Zobuhle
I think my brains froze for a moment cause I saw his lips saying yes. Than I heard him saying half human. I looked at him.
“ you half human!!!!”
Motlahgodi
Okay I can deal with shock but I need her to allow me to touch her, that the only way I can know if she okay.
Me: Please let me touch you
Its like I was speaking to a blank person. I really dont know what to do here. I slowly moved towards her and I touched her as she moved closed to me and I held her. My heart warmed up to her and its felt like i was at peace. My touch doesn’t repulse her. I picked her up and placed her with me on the bed and held her tight waiting for her to be calmer. When she dozed off. I covered her with a blanket took a top and wore it going to the kitchen to find Donny and Yamihle arguing.
I opened the fridge as they stood there acting weird.
Me: are You crying Yammy?
Yamihle: Am fine
Me: I said are you crying na!!!!
I could feel my anger rising, i had my shit out of control with my woman and now my sister crying was another thing.
Yamihle
I saw he wasn’t okay and I wasn’t going to give him my drama too to deal with.
Me: yes but am good, don’t worry. I folded my hands not wanting him to touch me because I knew when he touches you he feels your emotions and understands the situation better.
Don: We good
He looked at us for some time took bottle water and snacks and left with the world on his shoulder. I turned and looked at Donny.
Donny: How many weeks?
Me: I don’t know
Donny: Are we keeping it?
Me: I don’t know
Donny: What do you know?
Me: That I love you with all my heart.
Donny: I love you too. We will figure it out okay? He held me tight understanding my fear of going through this again. We been pregnant 4 times and we always have problems ending in us terminating the pregnancy due to the dangers of carrying. I know he wants a child and I want one too but the journey of getting one has been a nightmare.
Zobuhle
I woke up to find myself in bed with Motlahgodi looking at me holding me tight and I remembered what happened and closed my eyes for a minute.
Motlahgodi: Hi
I shifted and we sat on the bed looking at each other.
Me: Hi
He handed me water and I took a sip.
Motlahgodi
I could see she was torn between understanding it this is real or a joke.
Me: you good?
Zobuhle: I don’t know what to say
Me: Anything love... anything!!!
Zobuhle
I looked at him.
Me: No lies? No hiding things honesty right?
He nodded
Motlahgodi
My heart was pounding so fast, when a woman says no lies, just know that tough questions will be asked.
Zobuhle: You teleport?
Me: Am half human and half Angel. Meaning I have angelic powers in a human body.
Zobuhle: Angelic powers?
I nodded.
Zobuhle: Why show me while making love to me?
Me: Am always guarded but with you, with you i feel like I can be myself and I guess I was so focused in us that I couldn’t hide my true form from you.
Zobuhle: Was that how you look?
Me: Half of it.
Zobuhle. Will it be too much to ask to see you in your true full form?
Me: I can’t in here will have to teleport to an island i got for us just in case you asked. Havoc comes when am on my true form. The Gods and nature reacts.
Zobuhle: Take me
Me: Close your eyes.
She did and I took her to the Island tallest tree in world placed her on the tiny house i made on the tree and moved from her.
Zobuhle: Whatever you show me am still going to marry you Motlahgodi. Yes am shocked and yes I dont understand any of this but one thing I know is you won’t intentionally hurt me. I trust you on that but give me time to process this okay?
She looked at me both confused and emotional and I took a deep breath breathing away the fear of losing her. I moved away from her a bit than extended my wings out covering as far as her eyes could see.
Me: In its full form my wings covers the world. My left covers south and west my right covers North and east.
Zobuhle: I see
I shrink them to a size she could see than slowly flapped it and the wind rattled the trees. I closed my eyes and allowed peace to flow all over me and I opened my eyes to find her standing there with her eyes huge looking right at me with tears rolling down her face as the seas started rolling fast causing tsunami into the land. The sky opening heavy rains and winds building up.
Me: This is who I am. I roared and she looked right at me being drenched by the rain.
