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Zobuhle
I know my body and I knew what going on but I never thought i could be pregnant so soon and so unexpectedly. I had my eyes closed for awhile letting everything play in slow motion and i felt a hand wipe my tears, i opened them to find Motlahgodi standing next to me looking at me with so much fear and right there I knew my suspicions were right, iv lost a child that I never knew I was carrying. The doctor walked in as we were silent and checked my vitals than looked at us.
Doc: Am so sorry for your loss.
Me: Was it natural?
Doc: Stress, given your position before of how your body has been in trauma added to it.
Me:I see.
Doc: With the ultra sound we saw there is an egg stuck in one of your tubes. We going to carefully move it to the cleaned womb and see if its fertilised or not!!
I watched the glimpse of hope in Motlahgodi eyes.
Motlahgodi: What you mean?
Doctor: I mean that during ovulation there was an egg stuck in her tube and right now with the miscarriage of the other fertilised egg its may be possible that she got the eggs fertilised at the same time but only one was able to move pass.
Motlahgodi: So she may be pregnant?
Doctors: possible, will only know once we have moved it.
Me: What happens if you leave it there?
Doctor: Its raptures your tube leading to death.
Motlahgodi: do what you can!!
He nodded and left. I closed my eyes thinking, am not going to think to much about this.
Me: Take me out of the dress please.
He helped me up and ripped it open allowing me to breathe than took it off giving me the hospital gown to wear than he shifted me as he sat in bed and held me not saying anything and I cried. I cried because we wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for my past. I cried because I don’t know where too from here and I cried because I had no words to say but to cry!!!
Hlelo
I stood by the glass doors with Syacela and watched my son holding her as she cried. Her cries ripped through my chest and I saw Syacela wiping a tear two.
Me: What happened?
Syacela: I wish I know baba!!
Kea
I know I should be healing but I wanted revenge from Kabelo for all that he has done to me. I searched his house like a mad thing looking for something to use, looking for something that can bring him down on his knees!!....
