Even If I Die !! / Hopekook / Sope

Brutal Fate!!

Silently my tears will fall,

Each drop cradling me into the darkness of night. My thoughts each taking turns questioning the ordeals that life has placed upon me, Each one drifting my eyes to a close, further and further into the night's torment.

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It's been quite a while since the boy was standing under the shower now.

His palm resting on the glass wall ahead, clothes were soaked and his eyes were closed.

He thought... thought of the moment he saw him again.
And while he was lost in his thoughts a tear made it's way down from his eyes.
The boy chocked on a sob and fell on his knees. He knew he couldn't do anything else and hence he shouted, at the top of his lungs.... calling him.

Jungkook knew he had a beautiful past with the boy, *Note* ... a past !! Where he was able to call the boy his and only his.... but now all that has gone...

And he lost his right on the younger... and maybe that for ever.

That's why he cried... cried on his brutual fate.

That night there were two places were the rain poured.

One outside of the window... as if the sky covered with nimbus cloud cried with Jungkook.... trying to feel his pain.

And the second one was in that bathroom.... the boy who poured tears like a rain, lost in his deep grief.

"I...I don't know what to do now...I know I was at the fault but this punishment is way too h...harsh... I can't live without you Seokie.. I can't ... please come back to me!! To your kookie... I'll die without you... please~"

He cried and let his feelings out which he had caged till now.

After crying his heart out the boy come outside of the shower. He was now in a robe and his eyes were bloodshot red due to crying a lot.

He sighed and dried his hair with a towel and when he was about to throw the towel on the bed he remembered the sudden flash of memory of his long lost love,

"Jeon Jungkook!! How many times do you want me to yell at you for throwing wet towel on the bed??!! Is it really that hard for you to understand it's a bad habit??!"

"Aww... keep yelling Jagiya!! It gives me a very wifey vibe you know!!"

Jungkook chuckled at the memory and dropped the towel in the bucket.

He wore his boxer and sweatpant, and on the top he wore a plain white shirt.

He looked at his reflection in the mirror and found himself looking handsome,

Just like how Hoseok likes.

"Why are you undressing me??!!"

"Pervert!! I'm not undressing you!! just unbottoning two buttons... it looks cool on you ...!!"

"Oh ho... I see!!~~"

Jungkook stared at his reflection and slowely unbottoned two buttons of his shirt.

Just like how Hoseok likes.

As soon as he did, his gaze fell on the pendent resting in his neck.

It was a ring tangled in a chain, a ring he once bought for him.
But sadly never get the chance to give.

Jungkook slowly touched the ring and a drop of tear slided through his eyes.