God of Desire: RemiXAriella

Chapter 42- ARIELLA

I got ready and looked at myself in the mirror and called my sister.
"Hey little devil"
"I am going to College and am so glad to break your bubble I don't like looking at Mirror pink princess"
"Thats not how you wish good morning Ari"
"What is your husband doing?"
"Guess?"
"Sleeping probably?"
"No, he is a bastard trust me"
I felt offended when she said that, I mean yeah its her husband, my brother in law but he always sends me somethings as gifts here, each week.
He has been awafully good to me and he is one of the four people who I say about my dreams, that are less of dreams and more of creeps.
"I am your sister Ari, he is a fucker-"
"Really Mrs.King?"
I chuckle and scream
"Yo! Brother in Law"
"Did you like the sweets?"
"They were damn tasty"
I can feel his smile from here and talked with them for a few more minutes.

"I love you so much Ari"
And I said the same answer
"Thank you"
She laughed and I heard her kisses on the phone.
"I miss you so much"
"You guys just visited a week ago"
"Still I miss you"
"Yeah"
I said and hung up and sent a message to Mom, Dad, Uncle and Oldman.

I wear my sneakers and leave the room.
I walk to my university and smiled at the professor who glared at me, oh yes I not so accidentally threw coffe on the fake assignments since no one completed it and he gave us another three weeks.

I listen to the class without any interest and as soon as the classes ended I go to the cafeteria and order some Chocolate strawberry cake and some candies.

"Its been eight months and you order same everytime since many days Ella"
"Well I don't like other fruits and I don't know why I never liked nuts so I will stick to them"
She smiled at me and brought me my order and I wait for the other people to come.

"Hey miss beautiful hair"
"Don't touch it"
I slap his hand away not letting him touch my hair and the other two laughed.

I have been learning things quickly here, its been almost eight months since I came to California to complete my studies, I don't speak with others much, I do know a guy named as Carl here, him and his girlfriend are awafully good to me. And he always gets me sour candies and makes sure I eat them.
There is another guy with Carl, James, he always flirts with me and makes me laugh but his jokes never made me laugh that much as much as others laugh at it.

I hold the pendant that is dangling on my neck and sigh.
I feel connected.
"Okay so, you meant to say you helped all of your classmates?"
"I didn't, I just did what I felt was right"
Carl smiled and said
"Its okay just do whatever makes you happy"
After discussing about the university field trip of James we parted our ways.

I go back to my room not wanting to go with them, I am not in final year yet and that trip is only for final year students.
I will just say dad denied it, either way dad and Uncle will deny and Brother Eli have warned him to stay away from me, Ava threathend him with his life saying she will kill him. Yet that dumb James is still hanging out with me.

For somereason I can't get myself to call the three of them my friends. I mean I don't know why I just can't.

I don't remember anything about my life but I do see some past memories flooding infront of me sometimes and someone who has an addictive voice, his voice runs in my head

I won't do anything to you that you don't want me to.

Those words are always like a balm to me whenever I force myself to remember something my head starts hurting badly so I just stay quite. My said mom, okay thats rude to say, she is my mom, I couldn't believe it at first since I didn't even remember myself but it did turn out to be like this.
She smiles so beautifully, Ava too, the both of them are just so pretty like barbie dolls.

After playing Piano a little I decided to wander around. I like being alone, even if I am in my room alone just writing down my messed up thoughts and make them into stories I feel good.