"She did not just create a heart inside of my chest. She was my heart. Thus only in her presence am i a human"
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How Tom sees little Anastasia is far more than anyone would've thought.
Spin off from {As the sin caves in}...
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I know i'm so late but you guys have no idea what happened to me!!! I got into medical school, my results came out and i'm finally done with school. Besides medical school was always my dream. So i awaited until i received my acceptance papers.
But fuck all that, i'm back and i'm not going to be late at all this time. I promise you
This will be a short and not very interesting chapter. But the following one is one of my favourite chapters in both books.
TOM RIDDLE:
I nudged and took a deep breath in before my eyes initially opened in simple slits. I stirred again only to realise how i've been sleeping all goddamn night.
She rested on my arm holding on to it with both her little palms as i enfolded her close to my heart with her naked back to me. She breathed so slow and her hands were dead on me. Her back rose and fell slowly. Silk started under both her arms but her back was mostly visible against me. I felt my heart beating too fast once i saw her like so. She was so... small.
Her little palms were so tiny on my arm with her long nails giving them a mature look since her fingers relatively to the size of her palm were long. But they were so petite to me. She was all tiny. I felt like if air were a little strong, it would fly her away. Ughhh!!! My heart was melting. I looked at the clock. It was 5:15 am. Unfortunately i had to leave this heaven now.
I approached her softly and kissed her cheek repeatedly. I pecked it so lightly so that she wouldn't wake. Then i brushed her hair back to plant more kisses on that delicate face. How could she look like that? How could she!!!?????
Fuck i was so fucked. I was fucking in love with her. Ugh i was insane. But she is loveable. I swallowed a lump in my throat and crept back. I so very slowly and carefully attempted to slip my arm out. But she groaned and turned around to face me. My heart dropped and my eyes broadened as i feared her to wake. I could never disturb this kind of peace. I could not venture to do so.
I halted and held my other hand up almost in surrender. But she settled again so i kept crawling back. I would not move her head: thus i had to drag my body outwards. And i kept moving back not knowing i got too far: hence i fell. I had to endure the ache without making any sound. Instantly i stood up to make sure she did not wake. She did not. Thankfully.
I got my wand from the blazer dropped on the floor and "ascendio," i whispered for her to rise and i moved her upwards to adjust her head on the pillow so her neck won't hurt when she wakes.
I got into the bathroom making sure i was tender and i shut the door. I stripped my clothes and let the water run thinking about last night. So i had two options at the current time. Either to keep her with me and be all that gentleman and lover and all that thing. Or let her leave and escape the horrors of being yet forced here.
I think i spent longer than i usually do in the shower. As i thought and thought and breathed heavier with each mantra. Goddamn. This.. all this. It shouldn't be. Non of it should be occurring. Who was i to find such love? When can hope be present?
