Tell Me You Have a Crush On Me [Rebirth]

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Ji Nanfeng: "When I was very young, my parents reminded me that you don't celebrate your birthday, don't like to eat birthday cake, and don't ask about your parents too much."

But at that time, Ji Nanfeng was naughty and ignorant, and the more his parents forbade him to do something, the more he insisted on asking.

Even though it was a long time ago, Ji Nanfeng still remembered it. That was the most angry Yu Ning had ever been, a heart-wrenching despair that caused him to fall ill and be hospitalized.

Later, Yu Ning ignored him for a long time. He took the initiative to apologize, but was still blocked outside the door.

Ji Nanfeng couldn't help it, and secretly went to see him many times, and always saw Yu Ning hiding in the corner with a red face crying. But as long as he heard the slightest noise, he would quickly wipe away his tears and pretend to be strong and indifferent.

Only that time did Ji Nanfeng really realize his mistake. Even though he was still annoying and outspoken in the following ten years, he never mentioned those things.

No mention of birthdays, birthday cakes, or even his parents.

Ji Nanfeng continued, "But I didn't expect that your father would appear in this way, and he is such a powerful figure."

Yu Ning will always remember that in the second year when he tried his best to forget his parents, he saw his father wearing a neat suit, sitting on the sofa in his grandmother's house, wanting to take him home.

His father at that time was handsome and mature. He was so close to him, yet he felt so far away.

Yu Ning hid in the bedroom, only daring to look at him through the narrow crack in the door.

He remembered the wish he made when he was six years old, but his father sitting there seemed so real.

Dad stood up and stood not far away, calling his name through the crack of the door and said to him gently: "Ningning, open the door and come home with Dad."

The more you want to open the door of your heart, the tighter you will hold the bolt in your hand.

Yu Ning recited silently in his heart and counted to one hundred. When he reached one hundred, he opened the door and went home with his father.

He clearly sped up and was clearly counting very hard.

But at the 99th time, his father went to answer a phone call, and when he came back, he said to him, "Ningning, Dad has some work to do temporarily, so you should be good at grandma's house, and I will pick you up when I am done."

At that moment, Yu Ning finally realized that the so-called going home was nothing more than a lie to deceive minors, not even a bubble that would disappear.

He was such a loser. The more he hated his father, the more he wanted to pay attention to him. Gradually, he began to see his father's programs, columns or interviews on TV, newspapers or magazines.

He watched him go from being an ordinary lawyer to a gold medalist in the industry. He watched him go further and further away, so far that he was out of reach. He watched him get busier and busier, so busy that it had nothing to do with him.

As indifferent as he seemed, he tried his best to find out about him at night. He followed all the cases he took on and paid attention to his recent schedule.

From elementary school to university, in Yu Ning's entire family information column, the only relatives' contact information were his grandparents.

If the semi-structured composition in school was: [My ___ father], Yu Ning would hand in a blank paper, or automatically change it to: [My ___ grandfather].