Meant To Be, Please Don't Go

Chapter 8

Today is the forth day of the Austin tour. Things have been running relatively smooth. The girls have so much fun with the Vamps and Shawn Mendez but more Lauren than anyone else. Lauren has been spending a lot of alone time with the young fellow Brad. So much time that she hasn't really been paying attention on what's occurring with Austin and her Camz. Camila, on the other hand, is pressuring herself to see Austin the way he sees her. To do what Lauren is, enjoy the attention and forget her first love.

Camila's POV
Austin is really starting to bug me about the movie date he's been trying to take me on. I haven't accepted yet because I dont feel ready to start actually dating someone. I just cant get over Lauren, even though it never even started. Ever since this tour began, me and her have been bickering back and forth every second we are in the same room. I feel like im losing myself due to this situation. Its like the world wants me with Austin. The media smush us together every chance they get. We even have a ship name.. Ausmila. Austin seems really sweet he's always trying to see if im okay, if me or my girls are in need of anything, how my family is, etc .. But he's just not her. There are times that i feel the urge to flirt back and that i find myself admiring his handsome looks but there's no spark.
"Camilla .. Hello. Are you there?" the texan boy waved his hand in my face.
"Oh sorry! I was just stuck in my own head, with my own thoughts" i smirked his way.
"Is everything ok? You can talk to me about anything troubling you" he placed a hand on my shoulder and stared into my eyes.
"Yea im fine its just th.."
"Brad! Brad stop! Stop tickling me im so serious! Im going .. Im going .. Im going to KILL YOU." Lauren screamed while running into our dressing room, Brad following right after.
"Come here love! I am going to tickle you till death" Brad launched at Lauren and they landed on the other side of the couch.
"Ok Brad you win! You're the real 1975 fan. You win but pleaseee dont. Tickle. Me. I cant anymore" my beautiful green eyed monster said while Brad had her pinned down.
"Ok fine lad. But I only let you off the hook because im burning hot and have to refresh before showtime." he released his grip and helped Lauren up.
"See you later then?" she asked while wrapping her arms around his neck.
"For sure love." he put his crusty, disgusting hands around her waist while laying a total of three wet kisses on her cheek.
I watched her closely as she watched him walk out. She smiled idiotically to herself and didn't even acknowledge that Austin was all on top of me.
"Oh shot! Camilla I have an interview in 10 minutes I gotta go!" Austin said while quickly putting his sweater back on. "Wait!" I yelled while grabbing his arm and turning him around,
"Are you going to leave without giving me a.. a.. Kiss?" I asked even though every bit of me did not want to.
I just felt the jealousy rising up inside of me, making me want to cause her the same feeling. He looked stunned and he opened his mouth to respond, more like question my sudden request but I just quickly tapped our lips together before he had the chance to.
"See you later" I waved while turning around to grab a water bottle.
Austin made his way out. I could feel her staring at me while I smiled to myself

Lauren's POV
I like spending time with Brad. He keeps my mind off Camila and the whole Austin situation. He himself isnt really a fan of the doof. Lately I've been trying my hardest to keep distance between her and I because we just cant stand each other. More like i cant stand HER. Its like she rubs "Ausmila" all in my face every chance she gets. So thats why i do the same with Brad. Camila wants to dish that out on me? Why not give her a taste of her own medicine? I think I can take it more than her but I swear every time I see them together my blood boils and all I feel like doing is jumping across the room,smashing his face against the wooden floor and just making Camila mine but NO. That's what she expects from me. She expects me to crack, to get on my knees and beg her to be mine but no. This time I'm going to teach Camila not to mess with love the way she has been. Love isnt a game. Love is the most purest and unbelievable feeling a human being would ever feel in their life. Especially a love like ours. Well there is another reason why I'm talking to Brad .. I actually enjoy spending time with him. I enjoy it so much that I've agreed to go on an official movie date with him. Tonight. He's such a gentleman and he caters to my every need. Even after everything that's going on with me and Brad, Camila has my heart. I love her so much. So much that after seeing her kiss Austin I feel my heart just breaking into little itty bitty pieces but I won't say a word. We both remained silent for a couple of minutes until she couldnt take it anymore.
"So Brad is who you spend most of your free time with right? Instead of the 4 girls who are always there for you" she questioned while walking my way but I remained seated.
"Are you not going to answer me? Im speaking to you Lauren. Is that who you enjoy being around lately?" the more I ignored her, the angrier and closer she got. "Cabello you need to relax ok BUDDY. This is what YOU decided to create of our situation. I warned you that I wasn't just going to sit around waiting for you any longer. I .. Ahhhh I don't know why I'm wasting my time touching the subject with you excuse me." I decided to make my way to what we call the sleeping room and grabbed a drink from the mini bar.
"That's not what I fucking asked you Lauren. Answer me! Do you like him? You like being with him? You're such a phony person. The moment we don't work you run to someone else. You don't love me."