My Obsessed Ex

Part 5. Him or Him

She was all ready to say what she has in mind, before she saw him walking through the door getting in her apartment carrying his bag still in his photoshoot looks.
A handsome model is making his way to her apartment. He looked really cool and handsome.
But a little dead tired.
Awww, Hyeri-ah. You have a hot boyfriend in front of you. Her mind made her smiling widely welcoming him after work. "Oppa, you came straight from location?"

He answered by throwing his bags on the floor, placed his phone and car keys on the table and then threw himself on her like a meteor hit the earth.
She stumbled back to the sofa with him then he settled his head on her laps and just snuggled in sniffing her scents through her tummy while hugging her tightly.

"Baby, I'm so dead tired. I did an 8 hours photoshoot, indoor and outdoor. Please bear with me" 

She kissed his head and ran her fingers through his hair up and down. He liked it that way and it seemed to take away all his hardships of the day.
After a while, he flipped over and signaling her for a kiss. She can't say no, of course to him.
He is too hot to get rejected. So, she leaned down and taking him in her kisses.
How to start this conversation, her mind wondered.

"Ah! Iya. Why did you cry on the way here" He sat straight and cupped her face with his hands.

"Did anything bad happen during your meet with Yohan hyung?" he continued.

She looked at him with a biggest guilty feeling ever. How do I tell him about Ryu oppa?
He always treats me good. How can I hurt him?

"Oppa. Don't get mad, ok? Inhale, Exhale. I love you. I really love you".  She gave him a long and loud peck on his lips after saying that.

"Hmm, Wae? why? You kind of scaring me now" He pouted cutely.

"I didn't meet Yohan oppa today. It was Ryu Oppa—-"

"What????!!! Who??? You met who?" His eyes quickly filled up with anger.

I put my hands on his cheeks and staring at him while smiling lovingly and Sending pecks on his lips many times. His stares getting soften after sometimes.

"Oppa, It was not bad like real bad, bad. Can you calm so we can talk about it? " I panicked.

"Never! When it comes to his name, I won't be calm"

"Ok then! I won't talk!" I faced my back on him and folded my hands on my chest. deep sighed.

"Eh! Aren't I supposed to get mad at you?" He pulled me back, facing him.He shook his head while looking at me  "Unbelievable, ckckck, this lady is unbelievable". Then he leaned closer to my face, grinning naughtily. "I'll listen to your talks and throw my temper away if you give me a good kiss then". 

Well, I didn't have the time to say any words, he already claimed my lips while smiling.
He won again. Tsk! "Ok. Now we can talk, lady!".

"Lady your ass!" I grumbled while catching the air that he took from me. While him, laughing as he always did.

"Ryu oppa,——-" 
"uk, uk, ukkk, uh no, don't you dare calling him oppa in front of me" He said while looking at my soul as he wants to take it from me. Ok! he is mad for real.
"Ok, okeeei, fine". I responded while caressing his cheeks. He needs to be tame during this conversation.

"To be honest, I want to help him get through this Oppa. He is taking depression pills and it scared me. The wayhe lived his life lately somehow makes me guilty.
"No! You can't feel that way"  His firm tone got me wonder, will he ever forgive me after tonight?
"You are not at fault for whatever he is doing or he is facing with now, You've done your part enough for many years. I am not letting you spend your thoughts on him, you said I can be selfish, Then it's time to be selfish, Hyeri! Instead of concern about him, can you just focus on me please? Am i not your boyfriend? Am I not worth your worry?

Him saying those words with his pleading eyes. Ryu Jun, Kiyong, Ryu Jun, Ki yong.
Aaackggggggh.

Oppaaaa. Just one last time. Just for this time, Let me help him. I can't watch him destroy himself. I won't forgive myself if he does that. You are totally fine, but he isn't . Just for one last chance for him. It won't be long, I'll be back soon, for you. And there will be only you and me.

"Ah! I see. So, just because I look fine then you're going to dump me for him? Is that what you're saying Hyeri? Is this why you called me over tonight? to understand your stupid brain over your ex? How fun to be with you! You can come and go anytime you want from my life. Am I a joke to you? Wait! I am here as your toy, Am I not? You can toss me here and there because I will be fine, I look fine in your eyes. But you can go all lovey dovey when it comes to your ex.

"Kiyong oppa, No. That's not what I'm saying. I mean——-" 

"Fine. If you want it that way. Let's break up!" I was left in disbelieve, How could he interpreted my sentences like that?

He stood up, gave me one last lovely look, grabbed his stuffs on my table and floor then he stormed off my door. Like a lightning. Everything happened so fast that night.
He never say any word at all since then. I never seen him, I couldn't contact him. He's just totally gone. Disappeared from me, from my world. Yea. I sacrificed his feelings, my feelings, our feelings again for Ryu Jun. 

Stupid Hyeri.