My Obsessed Ex

Please!

I chased after Wooseok that night. "Woo seok-ah, Let me ask you one more thing, please!"
He still doesn't wanna talk to me but I didn't give up.

"Why are you being like this Kiyong? She is finally able to pick up the pieces you scattered, is it not enough for you to know that she'd been crying every night for the past 6 months? We almost take her to the hospital many times when she fainted for not eating and not sleeping. Please, If you care about her, before anything bad happen with her, just leave her alone" He said that, again. I had no idea how big the trouble I had caused.

"I left because she said she will get back with Ryu Jun, She asked me to give her time to protect him since he was taking depression pills" I tried to defend myself in front of him.

"Bhah! And you eat that words? Did you even listen to her explanation later? were you even there when she tried to talk to you about it after you left?" he continued.

Hyeri must talked to him pretty much about anything, because this guy knew everything.

"Did you even know that she was once took 50 sleeping pills and almost die of overdose? I ask you now, Kiyong! Do you want that to happen again then make it to the news this time? only by that you will be happy? satisfied?

"She what????" I was shocked at his sentence. I stopped functioning for few seconds.
She tried to what? Jang Kiyong! What have you done to her!

"She didn't get back with Ryu?" I tried to make sure.

"You both are hopeless! One is stupid, One is dumb! What a match made in heaven!" He exhaled deeply.

"I'll give you one last chance. For once, be a man. She is going to Hawaii for 3 days on her birthday next week. I can give you her hotel name and details if you are interest with it. But if you screw up this time, I will never forgive you, ever. She is like my little annoying sister, I love her so much, so yea, it could be the end of our friendship. You better take this good chance I am about to give you". He then got into his car.

"Woo seok-ah, Gomawo!" I gave him a big hug before he headed to his car.

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Happy Birthday, Lee Hyeri
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Hawaii is always one of the top list for me.
Even though My ex ruined it for me, but I just found peace in Hawaii. This year, I told my manager that I would like to have a peaceful 3 days birthday vacation in Hawaii. Only me, alone. Just me and Hawaii.

I will be spending my birthday alone but I am fine with that. This will be the first time I am being away from my family and friends on my special day. I going to be 30 year old though. I am a fully grown up lady.

I planned to have a long walk in the beach today and put on the dress I bought for this trip.
Tonight, exactly at 00.00 on my birthday, I will take a walk outside the beach and inhale the air breeze, feeling the new age hitting me with Hawaii vibes.
I'll order wine and drink it alone at the beach.
When I picturing those moments I planned for  today, A day before my birthday, I felt happy.
But before that, I will spend my afternoon to evening watching people outside, walking and doing their things from my balcony.
Byeon Woo Seok is the best person on earth. He gifted me this hotel room as my birthday present. I am in their best suite room, with a big balcony complete with a sofa, big bedroom, a bathtub, and best view facing the ocean.
When I first got in, they treated me like a princess.
I even got that happy birthday in advanced roses and decoration on my bed.
I called him but he didn't pick up, that busy model was maybe working, but I left him a message.

"To my best bitches in the world. Gomawo! No, I can't thank you enough. You dabest bitch in my life, Byeon Woo Seok. Please work harder, get richer more, So I can enjoy this kind of vacation, All the time"

"You wish, Bitch! Enjoy your birthday, Hyeri-ah.  Bring my crazy Hyeri, please!" He replied and I laughed. Yep. He must've been busy, Coz He replied to my text asap but not my calls.

Then My room bell rang. Room service? I thought.
Wow! I just finished their welcome snacks on the table. Best hotel indeed. I walked to the door and opened it.

I.
WENT.
BLANK.
There is---Jang Kiyong------standing -----in front of my door------looking at me.
He is wearing a white thin shirt, a black short and a cap. He is in his slippers and holding his phone. No luggage.
He is looking handsome, as he should.

"Hi!"
He said, scratching his head. "Can I talk to you for a second?" He continued.
I still can't move. Can't talk. Can't respond. I stared in the air. Unable to do anything.
Jang Kiyong is here. In Hawaii, with me. This is Hawaii, not Jeju.

He slowly stepped in and I moved aside, letting him in through my door. I let him came in my room, IN HERE , IN HAWAII.
He closed the door softly, Scratched his head again, this time he looked more nervous to me.

"Can I come in?" He asked while making his way to my room. Then he sat on my couch.
He sat onto my hotel couch. I watched him took off his cap and ruffled his hair.

"Sit down? Maybe?" He said while smiling shyly.
He looked more handsome today in that outfit and hair style. Hyeri-ah, you're crazyyyyyy.
I cried inside.

"Uh-yea" I sat and looked at him, who's kind of lost in words and moves.

"How are you" He said while screening me with his eyes that I miss, with his stares that I longing for.

"I'm good" That's not the words I wanna said, and also those are not words I expected coming out of his mouth. I simply want an apology. Please Oppa, don't waste time. Say it! My ego is fighting with my brain.

"Can I hug you?" He asked softly, looking at me lovingly and I just nodded. Him, who always asked before he does anything, even for a hug. What to do? I am still under his spell. 
I nodded, I freaking nodded. I said yes to it. Hopeless me.

He moved closer, looking deeper into my soul again who's still digesting what is actually happening. How can he be in Hawaii with me in this room? Then I saw him reaching hi hands out, pulling me closer for a hug. He didn't say any word. He just let out a deep sighed once he pulled me around his arms, tightened his hugs on me, placing his one hand on the back of my hair, sliding it down under my hair, pulling my neck closer, sniffing my scents through my hair and cried silently while crushing me as if he wanted to melt his body with me.
I could hear the pain from his voice, his silent cry made my tears flowed down too.
He cried, I cried. Nobody said anything. I just let him hugged me.
I didn't hug him back. I just stayed there in his arms, let him crushed me under his hugs, wanting him to apologize.

I waited! But, there was something lifted up from my chest. I don't know what was that.
I just feel relieved. Maybe, Just maybe, Maybe I was waiting for him the whole time?
I was waiting for him to come to me and lift this stupid burden I had in me?

I pulled out of his hugs, wiping his tears and mine like we are just two stupid crying babies in this room trying to console each other. "Can you say something?" I spoke softly.

My heart is pounding hard. Say sorry. Tell me you are sorry. I don't care if you just fake it, Just say that words, Please! My heart beats faster as I was expecting him to say the words I wanna hear for the past few months.

"I love you" He said while caressing the side of my face.
" I'm sorry, I am really sorry for dissapearing from you and not telling you how much I love you, I never not loving you, I miss you, Hyeri-ah" That's it. That's about it. Then I leaned forward to kiss him. I gave myself up to him. I just wanted to hear him saying that he is sorry.

Nothing else.
I just wanted to hear that words came out of his mouth. He responded by taking me in all in one breath. I pulled him even closer and just melted myself in his kisses. I inhaled every scent of him through his kisses, crying. I miss this guy so much. I just want him. I don't care about anything now, but him. I feel nothing, I see nothing, My whole world that moment was all about Jang Kiyong.

"I am really sorry". He added before he kissed me more. I cried harder.

I realized how badly I wanted him that moment. Him, Me and Hawaii. To become one. Love is blind, huh?