Dear Colton
I have been thinking about you a lot since summer started. You gave me your email just before you left. I have thought about emailing you constantly, day and night. Asking you the stupid questions I would always ask you after everyone else went home and it was just you and me again, I think about the way our eyes would lock, staring deep into my soul. I would see you trying to look away but I know you couldn't resist. Always looking back to see if I had noticed you staring (I did). the one day you couldn't stop staring. I had looked deep into your eyes and you had tried to look away but you ultimately couldn't, turning your head back to me to look me in the eyes again, your gaze softened and we kissed. I saw the way you would look at me when I was laughing with another boy before we started dating. It was always to make you jealous. I guess it did work cause only a couple of weeks later you were asking me out. I miss going over to your house and laying there with you, snuggled up next to you and your dog. I am really sad you had to move, I would have liked to stay in a long-distance relationship with you but you and I both knew we were physical contact type of people, but I could never forget you, your words, or your touch, I don't know if it's because its the most recent breakup or because we didn't have a choice in it but I truly do miss you the most, I think we were meant to be soulmates. You were the sun to my moon. Always there for me when no one else was, when my science partner failed to do her work, when my family was going through things with my brother and then with my other brother then finally with me, you were always there for me, providing comfort, not getting upset when I needed space to work on getting my mental health back into shape. I am so glad you were not one of those boyfriends who would get mad when I would hang out with my guy friends. I am glad you took care of me when I was sick, always making sure I had everything I needed. I wish you all the happiness in the world Colton. I love you
------ Jenesis
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Letters to my ex(es)
Non-FictionI have not had the best dating life, but I know I loved every single one of my exes. I am obviously not over them, so I am writing to them. My therapist said it was a good idea to write to someone I loved. I was told I never had to send them to them...
