Dear Carson
I was in your city today, I had to go to my therapy appointment today. My therapist actually told me he was resigning this session. The entire time, my only thought was "Why is everyone I love leaving me". then I remembered you. I left you. yet here I am still thinking about you. I think in a way I miss you. I hated you in our relationship but I loved it when we were friends. I found your immaturity hilarious when we were friends, I hated it when we dated, it went far past the jokes, you hardly cleaned your house, you made inappropriate jokes and you laughed at inappropriate times. I hated the way you would always talk about other women's bodies, whether it be to "compliment" them or to shame them, it was gross and weird. during our friendship, you never said anything mean or gross. you were kind when we were friends, you made promises and kept them, we spent more time together when we were friends than when we were dating. you had a good stable job when we were dating, then you quit because you wanted a job closer to home that paid you $5 LESS an hour than your last job. you drank more and heavier when we started dating. I couldn't sit there and take it anymore. it felt like you were draining the life out of me. yet weirdly, I miss you, the real you. I'm sad it ended the way it did, I hope life is treating you well Carson. I'm sure I'll talk to you again. -------- Jenesis
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