Vampire Lover (Reneè rapp x billie eilish supernatural AU)

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{Billie's POV}

I'm having those nightmares again... I haven't had any of these dreams since almost a month. I thought they went away but they just came back. In those nightmares I'm always in the forest by myself and I'm being hunted by a human or another creature, every time the nightmares end by me dying. Last night was a bad one though because for some reason another person appeared in my dream, I couldn't see the face but all I could see was blonde hair. And I knew who it was. I woke up at 7:40 gasping for air. I clutched my chest as I sat up in my bed, my heart rapidly started beating. I looked over at my phone with 2 texts from Olivia and the clock was at 7:44 I'll be late to classes in about 20 or so minutes. SHIT SHIT SHIT. I have to go to classes right now! But I feel like I'm having a panic attack, God I can't feel my chest nor can I feel my face. Fuck! Why does it feel this bad. After few minutes my body calmed down a little bit and I can feel my finger tips. I grabbed my phone and looked at the unread texts from Olivia.

I threw my phone down and threw on whatever clothes I had and grabbed my bag. I fixed my hair a little and grabbed my phone as I left the room. I looked and felt like shit, you can definitely see it in my eyes. Thankfully it didn't take me as long as I thought to get to my 1st class.

I walked into my class and sat with liv and a few other vamps at our table. Olivia looked up from her phone to see my sitting down in front of her. "Omg there you are! I've been texting you" Olivia groaned in her chair, she looked over at my blank expression and could tell from my eyes I wasn't feeling well.

"What's wrong Billie? I could see it in your eyes you aren't okay" she addressed. "Woke up not feeling well mentally, my chest just hurts and my eyes feel just watery" I recited. "Aw dang I'm sorry, you could go back up to the room for the rest of the day. I could tell the teachers you don't feel well." Olivia suggested to me, I just sighed at her. "No I think im fine," the rest of the class hour I was just quiet and tired.

The rest of my classes felt quick that day, I was then in my 4th hour. I was just sitting by myself and doodled on a piece of paper, we weren't doing anything today since we had a sub. I felt a pair of eyes glance over at me and heard someone walk over to me. I looked up from my paper to see Reneè walking over to me and taking the seat next to me, I forced a smile when I saw her but some of it didn't feel forced.

Thank god none of my vamp friends weren't in this class, only a few other vamps kinda just glanced. "What's wrong?" Reneè immediately realized I was being off today. Her right hand reached over to my cheek touching it with her thumb, "everything okay?" once she did that I could feel tears form almost letting them escape from my eyes, I took a deep breath and let it out. "I had a really bad nightmare last night, and I woke up to having a panic attack" I notified her, a look of worry washed over her face. "I'm sorry baby" Reneè took ahold of my hand and rubbed it gently. Butterflies filled my stomach, my chest untwisted from the tight knot it was in. Just being around her made feel better, I don't think I've ever felt something this strong. I just want to feel her lips on mine, I want her to rap her arms around my body and hold me like won't let go.

It's nothing like I've ever known. The rest of the class she held my hand and just talked about random things to get my mind off this morning, and of course she made me giggle a few times. Her presence rose my spirit and made me feel better, I wish I could just be around her all the time but that came to an end once the hour was over. "Come by my dorm after classes, I want to show you something."

"Okay I will," I smiled as we both waved goodbye. The next hours felt like a blur, I was just excited for what Reneè wanted to show me. And once all my classes finished i bolted to my dorm room to drop my stuff off. I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror, i checked if my hair was messy and if I had anything in my teeth. My door opened with Olivia and Sabrina coming in the dorm chatting with each other.

The two were talking about hangout plans and were talking about inviting me too hangout today. I walked out of the bathroom and walked by about to open the door when Olivia said "hey bills! Are you feeling better, if so would you like to hangout with me and sab?"

I turned around to face them "I'm feeling better but I already have plans to hangout with someone else, I'm sorry" a sigh let out of my mouth. "OH! is it with that girl you talked about?! Wait what's her name?" liv got a little to excited. "Yes livia, but I can't say anything else. She kinda wants to keep it on the down low and so do I, I'll tell you when we are ready."

"Ah dang, I respect your wishes and hope to know more soon! I'll see you later," she came up and hugged me. I then walked out of the dorm room shutting it behind me but as soon I took a few steps I heard them talking.

"She's been acting really off Sabrina"
"I think so too but give her time this is her first week here and she has already met a girl"
"I know, I guess I just worry for her"

I then continued walking. I've been acting off? I guess it's kinda hard to tell your vamp friends you just met that you are into a werewolf and most vamps don't like them. I think I might have to tell Olivia soon, I feel like she would be the most chill if I told her. Ugh it hurts my stomach keeping stuff like this in, fuck it I'm telling her this weekend. I walked up to Reneès room to see her already outside the door up against the wall. She then turned her head and her cold look she had changed to a soft smile. "Hey babe, you ready?" she asked as we both stood side by side. "Yup!" and we both walked down the Hall next to each other with our hands almost touching. My stomach went into a swirl and my fingers started feeling fuzzy, I pulled my hand in front of me.

We walked until we were outside and for some reason Reneè grabbed my hand and started to speed walk. She pulled me to a tree hidden from people, we continued walking by trees avoiding people from seeing us. We then approached a fence that had a whole cut in it, she walked into the hole to the other side but I just stood there. "I don't know about this" I wasn't sure with this sneaking out of school grounds idea. "You'll be fine I promise you will be safe," she put her hand out from the other side urging me to come over. "Besides you got a big strong werewolf to protect you," she laughed. A smile formed on my face and grabbed her hand following her into the forest. This forest felt eerie and strange, it almost felt like I've been here before. I was glued to her side afraid to even let go of her hand, her eyes we're glued to me and her surroundings as we walked. "We're here," she said as walked u to hill that had a cliff, we both sat on a rock and looked down at the incredible view.

"Woooooow" let out of my mouth as I saw the incredible view of a lake, many more trees and mountains in the distance. "This is the place I go to get away from everything" she let out a deep sigh and smelled the fresh foresty air. We sat next to each other in silence, the sun started to set and amazing colors expanded across the sky. God this amazing. This is genuinely so beautiful. I watched the incredible view until I felt two eyes glued on me, I looked over at Reneè who was staring at me with those beautiful blue eyes. I couldn't help but blush and my stomach filled with butterflies, she was clearly enjoying seeing me happy. We both sat in silence and leaned in closer, my eyes looked down at her lips and then both our eyes met. She leaned in closer, our lips inches apart.

Then my phone rang, someone started calling me at the worst moment. We then separated, "sorry" I let out as I took out my phone to answer. "No it's fine," Reneè looked a little sad after saying that and just sat there. I looked at who was calling me, it was finneas. "It's my brother" I told her as I answered.

FINN🎶👻

Hey your dorm mate told me about this morning and I'm worried. Those nightmares better not be back again Bill's

I'm fine finn, everything is okay. I was just having a bad morning, no nightmares okay

Well I love you Billie and please call me and tell anything thats bothering you

I will, I love you too I'll see you soon finn

See you soon bye

Bye

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I then hung up the phone and sighed. My hands then went over my face covering my eyes, I sat there in silence until reneè walked in front of me and squated down to look at me. She grabbed both my hands and pulled them away from my face. "Hey your okay, lets get going shall we? The Suns coming down." she said in a soft comforting voice. I just nodded and didn't say anything. We both got up and grabbed each others hands again making our way back.