BONDAGE

CHAPTER FOUR

Y/N

After getting off from work, I am walking in our neighborhood on my way home when I saw Kazutora waving at me holding grocery bags. I hurriedly hide the anti-pregnancy pills I bought earlier.

I forced a smile and went to him. He smiled back and hold my hand. "How's work?" Kazutora asked as we walked holding each other's hand.

"Ohh..." I blink many times remembering the betrayal I did to him last night. "It's still the same, yours?" I lied and asked him back.

"Good, and about the cat you like..." he looked at me carefully. "He's about to get adopted." He said quietly.

"Really? That's a good news, I hope he will have good parents." I told him.

"But you won't see him again..."

I bob my head lightly nodding to him. "Well, you know I can't take care of him anyway..."

We continue walking.

He looked down worriedly. "Is it just me or you are having trouble walking?"

I stopped walking. It hurts between my legs... I am just enduring it since Mr. Ran left after roughly spending the night with me.

"Uhh... I roam around the hospital checking patients last night..." I looked away avoiding his eyes. "I am just tired... and my legs kinda hurt." I lied.

Kazutora nods his head. "Is that it?" He let go of my hand and sit in front of me. "Okay... get on! My back will give you a ride." He said smiling.

Tears fall from my eyes seeing how much he cared about me, regretting what I did with Mr. Ran.

"It's okay, I can walk you don't have to carry me." I said sniffing.

Kazutora turned his neck to look at me and saw me crying. He hurriedly stood up to wipe my tears and hugged me tightly burying my head on his chest. "Is work really hard?" He asked.

I shake my head as response sobbing in his arms.

"I am sorry... someday when the pet shop became successful, I won't let you work anymore." He said caressing my back softly. "We'll have our own house with your grandma and our kids... I am sorry if I can't give you anything yet."

I cried more hearing his words. "It's alright, we're not dating to ask money for each other."

He let go of me cupping my cheeks, wiping my tears away while looking at my eyes. "We're having a soup or something since Chifuyu and I drank last night. Wanna come over to have some?" He asked.

I nod. "But I have to check if Ina's at home, my grandma will be alone."

He smiled with his eyes closing it. "I just saw Ina earlier walking down to your streets, she's definitely there." He told me.

"Alright, I'll go with you." I smiled.

Kazutora chuckled and turn his back on me. He put my hands on his shoulders and lift me making me ride his back. Letting the grocery bags hang on his wrists.

"Hey... let me down. You don't have to..." I said hitting his shoulder lightly.

"It's okay... just ride on my back comfortably. You deserve this after working overnight." He turned his neck looking at me. "Aren't I deserve at least a hug by doing this?"

I chuckled at his cuteness and hug his neck putting my chin on his shoulder. "Am I heavy?" I asked him.

He hum.

"Hey! Let me down." I told him.

He laugh. "Just kidding, you're light as a feather... you should eat more."

"Don't lie on my face Kazu." I pouted.

But snapped... I am the one lying right now.

"Let's just say I am used to your weight? I lift you many times than this..." he said.

•••

When we're done eating our breakfast and having the soup, Chifuyu and Kazutora left me cleaning the table. I went to the living room to take a pill and went back to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

"I'll do it..." Chifuyu said. "You can just go to Kazutora's room and rest. You haven't sleep right?"

I hold my nape feeling shy at him. "Is it okay with you?" I asked because he also cooked the breakfast and the soup.

"Of course, just go to Kazutora's room." He said.

I went to Kazutora's room and saw him fixing his bed. "You can sleep here and rest, I'll wake you up at four." He said.

"No, you don't have to. I'll set an alarm so you can just focus on closing the shop." I told him and sit on the bed.

"You can change with my clothes, isn't it comfortable wearing jeans when you sleep?" He asked.

I nod. "Can I?"

He went to his closet and looked for clothes I can borrow. "Ohh you have an underwear here..." he showed me the underwear I left laughing.

I quickly run and take it from him. "D-Don't tell me you washed this?" I asked putting the undie inside my bag.

He hum. "I did."

I went under the blanket, embarrassed thinking he washed my underwear.

Kazutora threw his shirt hitting me lightly. "That's enough... just change and rest. I'll leave now." He said.

I took off the blanket over my head and looked at him. He went to me giving me a peck on my lips earning a smile from me after. "Take care." I told him.

He smiled back and comb my hair softly. "Sleep well, Y/N." He gave me another peck and left.

•••

I woke up feeling Sir Ran's touch all over my body. I turned off the alarm and it's exactly four pm. I sit up, covered my face and brushed my hand frustratingly on my hair.

Closing my eyes, I breathe in, breathe out several times to calm myself. Halting myself to think about what happen last night.

It's done... you can't turn back time. You gave him what he wants so he won't come back... I told myself.

A knock was heard from the door and Kazutora entered the room. "Did you sleep well?" He asked and went to sit beside me.

"Yeah... I had a good rest." I smiled.

He wipe my eyes. "I can totally see it." He laugh lightly at my eye booger on his thumb.

I wipe it using his shirt I am wearing. "Did you close the shop?" I asked.

"Yeah." He groaned and lie his head on my lap. "Kids from the elementary school down the streets came by the shop and played." He sighed. "It's tiring."

"Working is suppose to be tiring... even if you enjoy it you can't deny the fact that your body is tired." I shrugged.

He hug my waist and I remember Sir Ran's touch again making my body stiffened. "Why can't we have time for each other like other couples? I forgot when was the last time we had a proper date." He told me.

I comb his long hair and played with his yellow highlights in his front hair. "I have time before I go to work..." I bit my lower lip and breathe. "Do you want to make out?" I asked.

He sits up. "Suddenly?"

I wanna erase that jerk's touch all over my body. I desperately want to forget him. Kazutora is here... he should be the only man who can touch me like that.

"If you're not in the mood, we don't have to." I told him.

"I am just surprised you asked for it first." He said and took off his shirt.

I hold on to his chest and we kissed torriedly, I went down to suck the tiger on his neck as I hug his neck tightly earning a low grunt from him. Pressing my body against him, his hand roam my back.

I let go of his neck and looked at his eyes pleadingly. "Touch me Kazutora, be as rough as you want."

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